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down?" he looked at Seraphine and the doctor who nodded gravely. "You must find Penelope and tell her that--that she made a mistake to go away. I understand why she did it, but it was a mistake. Tell her I said that we all of us have a whole lot to be sorry for and we must not only ask to be forgiven, but we must be glad to accept the forgiveness of others for--for whatever we have done that is wrong, and we must believe that they are sincere in forgiving us. Tell her that I would have been glad to--to forgive her for--for everything." His strength was evidently failing and the doctor told him that he had better not try to talk any more. But Christopher smiled in that quaint brave way that I knew so well and lifted his thin white hands in protest. "Just one thing more--please. It won't make any particular difference, doc, and I want to say it. I want you to be sure to tell her this--write it down. Tell her two things. One is that there isn't any argument about my loving her because I am dying for her--now--that's a fact. There isn't anything else I want to live for if I can't have Penelope. The other thing is that--" He paused as a violent spasm of coughing shook his wasted body, and again the doctor told him to be quiet, but he gave no heed. "The other thing is--be sure to tell her this--that I would sooner have lived with Penelope--I don't care how many devils she was possessed with--than with all the saints in the calendar. I loved her--" He struggled to raise himself and then lifting his voice in a supreme effort, "I loved her good or bad. I--I couldn't help loving her. There--that's all. Let me sign it." This was too much for me. As I saw my dear love tracing his name with painful strokes, I could control myself no longer and rushed out of the darkness to him, feeling that I must cry out wildly against his leaving me. I must fight the grim shadows that were enveloping him. I must keep him for myself by the fierce power of my love. Just then a great glare from the torches filled the chamber and Christopher's eyes met mine. I stood speechless, choked with emotion, and as I tried to force my will against these obstacles of weakness, the cry of the pilgrims resounded from the streets below, a vast soul-stirring cry: "_Hosanna! hosanna au fils de David!_" At this I fell on my knees by the bedside and buried my face in my hands. I realized suddenly that it was not for me to dispute God's will even for t
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