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"No, Sam dear," she said. "I know it's foolish. But I've an instinct against it--and we mustn't." She spoke so gently that he persisted and pleaded. It was some time before he realized how much firmness there was under her gentleness. She was so afraid of making him cross; yet he also saw that she would withstand at any cost. He placed himself beside her on the wicker lounge, sitting close, his cheek almost against hers, that they might hear each other without speaking above a whisper. After one of those silences which are the peculiar delight of lovers, she drew a long breath and said: "I've got to go away, Sam. I shan't see you again for a long time." "They heard about this morning? They're sending you away?" "No--I'm going. They feel that I'm a disgrace and a drag. So I can't stay." "But--you've _got_ to stay!" protested Sam. In wild alarm he suspected she was preparing to make him elope with her--and he did not know to what length of folly his infatuation might whirl him. "You've no place to go," he urged. "I'll find a place," said she. "You mustn't--you mustn't, Susie! Why, you're only seventeen--and have no experience." "I'll _get_ experience," said she. "Nothing could be so bad as staying here. Can't you see that?" He could not. Like so many of the children of the rich, he had no trace of over-nice sense of self-respect, having been lying and toadying all his life to a father who used the power of his wealth at home no less, rather more, than abroad. But he vaguely realized what delicacy of feeling lay behind her statement of her position; and he did not dare express his real opinion. He returned to the main point. "You've simply got to put up with it for the present, Susie," he insisted. "But, then, of course, you're not serious." "Yes. I am going." "You'll think it over, and see I'm right, dear." "I'm going tonight." "Tonight!" he cried. "Sh-h!" Sam looked apprehensively around. Both breathed softly and listened with straining ears. His exclamation had not been loud, but the silence was profound. "I guess nobody heard," he finally whispered. "You mustn't go, Susie." He caught her hand and held it. "I love you, and I forbid it." "I _must_ go, dear," answered she. "I've decided to take the midnight boat for Cincinnati." In the half darkness he gazed in stupefaction at her--this girl of only seventeen calmly resolving upon and planning an adventu
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