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hich she, as a professing Christian in full church standing, would have to pay back if she remembered. "Clear out this minute!" she cried shrilly. "If you don't, I'll throw your bundle into the street and you after it." Susan took up the bundle mechanically, slowly went out on the stoop. The door closed with a slam behind her. She descended the steps, walked a few yards up the street, paused at the edge of the curb and looked dazedly about. Her uncle stood beside her. "Now where are you going?" he said roughly. Susan shook her head. "I suppose," he went on, "I've got to look after you. You shan't disgrace my daughter any further." Susan simply looked at him, her eyes unseeing, her brain swept clean of thought by the cyclone that had destroyed all her dreams and hopes. She was not horrified by his accusations; such things had little meaning for one practically in complete ignorance of sex relations. Besides, the miserable fiasco of her romantic love left her with a feeling of abasement, of degradation little different from that which overwhelms a woman who believes her virtue is her all and finds herself betrayed and abandoned. She now felt indeed the outcast, looked down upon by all the world. "If you hadn't lied," he fumed on, "you'd have been his wife and a respectable woman." The girl shivered. "Instead, you're a disgrace. Everybody in Sutherland'll know you've gone the way your mother went." "Go away," said the girl piteously. "Let me alone." "Alone? What will become of you?" He addressed the question to himself, not to her. "It doesn't matter," was her reply in a dreary tone. "I've been betrayed, as my mother was. It doesn't matter what----" "I knew it!" cried Warham, with no notion of what the girl meant by the word "betrayed." "Why didn't you confess the truth while he was here and his father was ready to marry him to you? I knew you'd been loose with him, as your Aunt Fanny said." "But I wasn't," said Susan. "I wouldn't do such a thing." "There you go, lying again!" "It doesn't matter," said she. "All I want is for you to go away." "You do?" sneered he. "And then what? I've got to think of Ruthie." He snatched the bundle from her hand. "Come on! I must do all I can to keep the disgrace to my family down. As for you, you don't deserve anything but the gutter, where you'd sink if I left you. Your aunt's right. You're rotten. You were born rotten. You'
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