"That's what I really wished to do, although I've been talking so much
nonsense," replied Mary. "I know we shall like one another, and be very
good friends. You can't help feeling kind towards a girl you've kissed;
and I shall try by kindness to make up to you for the box on the ear; so
now, sit down, and let's have a long talk. Mr Turnbull told us that he
wished you to serve out your apprenticeship on the river with my father,
so that, if you agree, we shall be a long while together. I take Mr
Turnbull's word, not that I can find it out yet, that you are a very
good-tempered, good-looking, clever, modest lad; and as an apprentice
who remains with my father must live with us, of course I had rather it
should be one of that sort than some ugly, awkward brute who--"
"Is not fit to make love to you," replied I.
"Who is not fit company for me," replied Mary. "I want no more love
from you at present. The fact is that father spends all the time he can
spare from the wherry at the ale-house, smoking; and it's very dull for
me, and having nothing to do, I look out of the window, and make faces
at the young men as they pass by, just to amuse myself. Now, there was
no great harm in that a year or two ago; but now, you know, Jacob--"
"Well now, what then?"
"O, I'm bigger, that's all? and what might be called sauciness in a girl
may be thought something more of in a young woman. So I've been obliged
to leave it off; but being obliged to remain home, with nobody to talk
to, I never was so glad as when I heard that you were to come; so you
see, Jacob, we must be friends. I daren't quarrel with you long,
although I shall sometimes, just for variety, and to have the pleasure
of making it up again. Do you hear me--or what are you thinking of?"
"I'm thinking that you're a very odd girl."
"I dare say that I am, but how can I help that? Mother died when I was
five years old, and father couldn't afford to put me out, so he used to
lock me in all day till he came home from the river; and it was not till
I was seven years old, and of some use, that the door was left open. I
never shall forget the day when he told me that in future he should
trust me, and leave the door open. I thought I was quite a woman, and
have thought so ever since. I recollect that I often peeped out, and
longed to run about the world; but I went two or three yards from the
door, and felt so frightened, that I ran back as fast as I could. Sinc
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