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act of yours at all. Common sense, I suppose, told me you would not be foiled if you could help it. All men are selfish." "Are not women?" "No, sir," I replied, "they are foolish." "Excuse the question, but has Mrs. Desmonde complained to you?" "No, sir," I said quickly--that was a little story and then again it was not, I reasoned. "So I must conclude that you feared for the safety of your friend, reading, as you thought you did, the terrible selfishness of my heart. "I guess that is about right," I said. "You admit this as a fact?" "Yes; before a judge, if you desire," I said. "That being the case, let me here say from my heart I am not as much in love with Mrs. Desmonde as I might be, and one reason is that I find her more and more enveloped in the strange fancies peculiar, I judge, to herself alone." "What am I to understand from this? Strange fancies, indeed! If truth and love are strange fancies, she is indeed enveloped. My darling Clara! She is a light leading to the eternal city. I knew you could not understand her." "Well, Miss Minot, let me explain. I know she is graceful, and beautiful, and truly good, but none can know positively there is an eternal city, and I must say I do not feel interested in the dreamy talk, which is, after all, only talk." "Goodness!" I exclaimed, "are you an infidel?" "I cannot vouch for anything beyond this life." "If I felt I could not, I'd commit suicide to-morrow." He laughed heartily at this, and, as we were at Aunt Peggy's door, could not answer until we turned toward home, when he said: "Instead of taking my life, I desire to keep it as long as I can, and get all the enjoyment possible on this side the grave. I hope I have made myself understood, and disarmed every fear of your friendly heart." "The days will tell," I replied, and our walk at last was ended. It had been thoroughly uncomfortable to me, although he had seemed to be enjoying every step. I went to my room that night, and in my dreams tried to find the garden of Eden somewhere in our town, while a snake, with eyes like Wilmur Benton's, seemed to be crawling close behind me, and with the daybreak, I said: "That dream means something." Aunt Peg told me she should go to work and clean up the ground-room, and if father had any old "chunks of wood he could spare, Plint could come over and get 'em, and when that new nigger came, there'd be a prospect awaitin'." I carried t
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