the air was rife with conjectures. Jane North made her
appearance, and her first salutation was:
"Good afternoon, Mis' Minot. Going to donation next Monday night?"
"I think so," was mother's quiet reply.
"Well, I'm glad: s'pose there's a few went last year that wouldn't carry
anything to him now?"
Aunt Hildy stepped briskly in and out of the room, busy at work, and
taking apparently no notice of the talk, when Clara came again to the
front with:
"Oh! come this way, Miss North, I have something to say, these good
people will excuse us."
"Oh! yes," said mother, and they went. I could not follow them for I was
busy. Two hours after, I entered Clara's sitting-room, and Jane sat as
if she had received an important message from some high potentate,
which she was afraid of telling. She sat knitting away on her silk
stockings, and talked as stiffly, saying the merest things. Clara left
the room a few moments, and then she said:
"Ain't she jist a angel; she's give me the beautifullest real lace
collar for myself, and three solid linen shirts for our minister; said
per'aps she should'nt go over; and two or three pieces of money for his
wife, and a real beautiful linen table-cloth; you don't care if I take
'em, do you?"
"Oh, no!" I said, "Mrs. Desmonde is the most blessed of all women."
"_So she is_, but here she comes," and again Jane sat covered with new
dignity. It was rather a heavy covering, but I thought of Clara's
philosophy and said to myself, "Another batch of scandal pushed aside."
This way of Clara's to help people educate themselves to rise above the
conditions which were to them as clinging chains, was to me beautiful.
If all could understand it, it would not be long before our lives would
unfold so differently. "_Emily will help me._" These words came full
often before me, and now if I could only see my way through the
difficulties which entangled me, then my hands would, perhaps, led by
her, touch some strings which might vibrate sweetly. Then, and not till
then, could I be satisfied, and unconscious of any presence, I sang
aloud:
"How long, oh, Lord! how long?"
"Dat's de berry song I used to sing down thar, an' I dunno as I could
'spected any sooner," said Matthias, who came in unexpectedly.
"Oh, Matthias!" I said, "do you know I believe your people will all go
free?"
And his large, honest eyes opened widely, as he said:
"'Way down in yer, I feel sometimes like I see freedom comin' r
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