FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126  
127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   >>   >|  
, with piteous murmurs and penitent caresses:-- "Cold, cold!--my veins are icicles and frost! Cover us close, or I shall chill his breast, And fright him from my arms!--See! see! he slides Still farther from me! Look! he hides his face! I cannot feel it!--quite beyond my reach!--Ah, now he's gone, and all is dark!" With that last desolate moan of a proud and stormy spirit, sobbing itself into the death-quiet, a visible shudder crept through the house. Even the King threw himself back in his royal chair with an uncomfortable sort of "ahem!" as though choking with an emotion of common humanity; and the Queen--forgot to take snuff. * * * * * From the night of her triumphant _debut_, the life of the actress ran in the full sunlight of public favor; but the life of the woman crept away into the shadow,--not of that quiet and repose so grateful to the true artist, but of domestic discomfort and jealous estrangement. Nobly self-forgetful always, Zelma, in the first hour of success, feeling, in spite of herself, the pettiness and egoism of her husband's nature, with a sense of humiliation in which it seemed her very soul blushed, offered to renounce forever the career on which she had just entered. Mr. Bury, however, angrily refused to accept the sacrifice, though she pressed it upon him, at last, as a "peace-offering," on her knees, and weeping like a penitent. "It is too late," he said, bitterly. "The deed is done. You are mine no longer,--you belong to the public;--I wish you joy of your fickle master." From that time Zelma went her own ways, calm and self-reliant outwardly, but inwardly tortured with a host of womanly griefs and regrets, a helpless sense of wrong and desolation. She flew to her beautiful art for consolation, flinging herself, with a sort of desperate abandonment, out of her own life of monotonous misery into the varied sorrows of the characters she personated. For her the cup of fame was not mantling with the wine of delight which reddens the lips and "maketh glad the heart." The costly pearl she had dissolved in it had not sweetened the draught; but it was intoxicating, and she drank it with feverish avidity. But for Lawrence Bury, his powers flagged and failed in the unnatural rivalship; his acting grew more and more cold and mechanical. He became more than ever subject to moods and caprices, and rapidly lost favor with the public, til
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126  
127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   148   149   150   151   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

public

 
penitent
 
master
 

reliant

 
inwardly
 
tortured
 
outwardly
 

fickle

 

offering

 

weeping


pressed
 
angrily
 

refused

 
accept
 
sacrifice
 

longer

 
belong
 

womanly

 

bitterly

 

flinging


avidity

 

Lawrence

 

powers

 

failed

 

flagged

 

feverish

 

costly

 
dissolved
 
sweetened
 

intoxicating


draught

 

unnatural

 
rivalship
 

subject

 

caprices

 

rapidly

 

acting

 

mechanical

 

consolation

 
desperate

abandonment

 

beautiful

 

helpless

 

regrets

 
desolation
 

monotonous

 

misery

 

mantling

 

delight

 

reddens