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, with piteous murmurs
and penitent caresses:--
"Cold, cold!--my veins are icicles and frost!
Cover us close, or I shall chill his breast,
And fright him from my arms!--See! see! he slides
Still farther from me! Look! he hides his face!
I cannot feel it!--quite beyond my reach!--Ah,
now he's gone, and all is dark!"
With that last desolate moan of a proud and stormy spirit, sobbing
itself into the death-quiet, a visible shudder crept through the house.
Even the King threw himself back in his royal chair with an
uncomfortable sort of "ahem!" as though choking with an emotion of
common humanity; and the Queen--forgot to take snuff.
* * * * *
From the night of her triumphant _debut_, the life of the actress ran in
the full sunlight of public favor; but the life of the woman crept away
into the shadow,--not of that quiet and repose so grateful to the true
artist, but of domestic discomfort and jealous estrangement.
Nobly self-forgetful always, Zelma, in the first hour of success,
feeling, in spite of herself, the pettiness and egoism of her husband's
nature, with a sense of humiliation in which it seemed her very soul
blushed, offered to renounce forever the career on which she had just
entered. Mr. Bury, however, angrily refused to accept the sacrifice,
though she pressed it upon him, at last, as a "peace-offering," on her
knees, and weeping like a penitent. "It is too late," he said, bitterly.
"The deed is done. You are mine no longer,--you belong to the public;--I
wish you joy of your fickle master."
From that time Zelma went her own ways, calm and self-reliant outwardly,
but inwardly tortured with a host of womanly griefs and regrets, a
helpless sense of wrong and desolation. She flew to her beautiful art
for consolation, flinging herself, with a sort of desperate abandonment,
out of her own life of monotonous misery into the varied sorrows of the
characters she personated. For her the cup of fame was not mantling with
the wine of delight which reddens the lips and "maketh glad the heart."
The costly pearl she had dissolved in it had not sweetened the draught;
but it was intoxicating, and she drank it with feverish avidity.
But for Lawrence Bury, his powers flagged and failed in the unnatural
rivalship; his acting grew more and more cold and mechanical. He became
more than ever subject to moods and caprices, and rapidly lost favor
with the public, til
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