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my dear friends.' That was the last Jeduthun saw of him; for in a few minutes more the ship struck, and then it was every man for himself. Laws! Jeduthun says there couldn't nobody have stood beatin' agin them rocks, unless they was all leather and inger-rubber like him. Why, he says the waves would take strong men and jest crush 'em against the rocks like smashin' a pie-plate!" Here Mary's paleness became livid; she made a hasty motion to rise from the table, and Solomon trod on the foot of the narrator. "You seem to forget that friends and relations has feelin's," he said, as Mary hastily went into her own room. Amaziah, suddenly awakened to the fact that he had been trespassing, sat with mouth half open and a stupefied look of perplexity on his face for a moment, and then, rising hastily, said, "Well, Sol, I guess I'll go an' yoke up the steers." At eight o'clock all the morning toils were over, the wide kitchen cool and still, and the one-horse wagon standing at the door, into which climbed Mary, her mother, and the Doctor; for, though invested with no spiritual authority, and charged with no ritual or form for hours of affliction, the religion of New England always expects her minister as a first visitor in every house of mourning. The ride was a sorrowful and silent one. The Doctor, propped upon his cane, seemed to reflect deeply. "Have you been at all conversant with the exercises of our young friend's mind on the subject of religion?" he asked. Mrs. Scudder did not at first reply. The remembrance of James's last letter flashed over her mind, and she felt the vibration of the frail child beside her, in whom every nerve was quivering. After a moment, she said,--"It does not become us to judge the spiritual state of any one. James's mind was in an unsettled way when he left; but who can say what wonders may have been effected by divine grace since then?" This conversation fell on the soul of Mary like the sound of clods falling on a coffin to the ear of one buried alive;--she heard it with a dull, smothering sense of suffocation. _That_ question to be raised?--and about one, too, for whom she could have given her own soul? At this moment she felt how idle is the mere hope or promise of personal salvation made to one who has passed beyond the life of self, and struck deep the roots of his existence in others. She did not utter a word;--how could she? A doubt,--the faintest shadow of a doubt,--in such
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