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She had just escaped, but the siege would be renewed. How was she going to meet it? Why shouldn't she marry the Squire? She was poor, but she had qualities much more valuable to the Squire than money. She could rescue him from debt, put his estate on a paying footing, restore Mannering, rebuild the village, and all the time keep him happy by her sympathy with and understanding of his classical studies and hobbies. And thereby she would be doing not only a private but a public service. The Mannering estate and its owner had been an offence to the patriotism of a whole neighbourhood. Elizabeth could and would put an end to that. She had already done much to modify it. In her Greek scholarship, and her ready wits, she possessed all the spells that were wanted for the taming of the Squire. As to the Squire himself? She examined the matter dispassionately. He was fifty-two--sound in wind and limb--a gentleman in spite of all his oddities and tempers--and one of the best Greek scholars of his day. She could make her own terms. 'I would take his name--give him my time, my brains, my friendship--in time, no doubt, my affection.' He would not ask for more. The modern woman, no longer young, an intellectual, with a man's work to do, can make of marriage what she pleases. The possibilities of the relations between men and women in the future are many, and the psychology of them unexplored. Elizabeth was beginning to think her own case out, when, suddenly, she felt the tears running over her cheeks. She was back in past days. Mannering had vanished. Oh--for love!--for youth!--for the broken faith and the wounded trust!--for the first fresh wine of life that, once dashed from the lips, the gods offer no more! She found herself sobbing helplessly, not for her actual lost lover, who had passed out of her life, but for those beautiful ghosts at whose skirts she seemed to be clutching--youth itself, love itself. Had she done with them for good and all? That was what marrying the Squire meant. A business marriage--on her side, for an income, a home, a career; on his, for a companion, a secretary, an agent. Well, she said to herself as she calmed down, that she could face; but supposing, after all, that the Squire was putting more into the scales than she? A sudden fear grew strong in her--fear lest this man should have more heart, more romance in him than she had imagined possible--that while she was thinking of a business
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