FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202  
203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   >>  
abeth's dismay, with jealousy of her father's secretary. 'I don't know why father didn't let me help him with his packing, and it's I who should have been left in charge! I'm his eldest daughter--it is natural that I should be. I can tell you it's very hard--to see somebody--who's not a relation--doing--doing everything for him!--so that he won't let anybody else advise him--or do anything! It is very--very--wounding for us all. Pamela feels it--I know she does--and Desmond too.' Elizabeth, very white and distressed, knelt down by her and tried to calm her. But the flood of angry self-pity could not be stayed. 'Oh, I daresay you don't mean it, but you have--yes, you have a way of getting everybody's attention. Of course you're awfully clever--much cleverer than I am--or Pamela. But still it--it isn't pleasant. I know Pamela felt it dreadfully--being cut out with people she likes--people she cares about--and who--who might care for her--like Arthur Chicksands. I believe--yes, I do believe--though she never told me--that's why she went to London.' Elizabeth rose from her knees. For a moment she was struck dumb. And when at last she spoke it was only to repeat the name Mrs. Gaddesden had mentioned in utter bewilderment. 'Captain Chicksands! What can you mean?' 'Why, of course girls can't hold their own with older women when the older women are so charming and clever--and all that'--cried Mrs. Gaddesden, trying desperately to justify herself--'but I've been awfully sorry for Pamela! Very likely it's not your fault--you couldn't know, I daresay!' 'No, indeed, I didn't know!' said Elizabeth, in a low voice, 'and I can't understand now what you mean.' 'Don't you remember the day Arthur Chicksands spent here just before Desmond went? Don't you remember how he talked to you all the afternoon about the woods? Well, _I_ saw Pamela's face as she was sitting behind you.' Mrs. Gaddesden raised a triumphant though tear-stained countenance. She was avenging not only her father's latest slight, but a long series of grievances--small and great--connected with Elizabeth's position in the house. And the Squire's farewell to her had turned even her grief to gall. 'If Pamela was hurt, I was a most innocent cause!' said Elizabeth at last, indignantly. 'And if you or any one else had given me the smallest hint--' 'How could we?' was the rather sulky reply. 'Pamela, of course, never said a word--to me. But I rather thi
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202  
203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   >>  



Top keywords:

Pamela

 

Elizabeth

 

father

 

Chicksands

 
Gaddesden
 

remember

 

people

 
Arthur
 

daresay

 
Desmond

clever

 
understand
 

justify

 

desperately

 
couldn
 

charming

 

innocent

 

Squire

 

farewell

 

turned


indignantly

 

smallest

 

position

 
sitting
 

raised

 

triumphant

 
afternoon
 

stained

 

countenance

 

grievances


connected

 

series

 

avenging

 

latest

 
slight
 

talked

 
distressed
 

wounding

 

stayed

 
advise

packing

 

charge

 
secretary
 

dismay

 
jealousy
 

eldest

 
daughter
 
relation
 

natural

 
moment