"Cheap enough," thought I. And this very cheapness was a further
temptation.
So I turned out the contents of my pockets, counted them over, and found
the amount to be two dollars and a quarter.
"I guess I'll take it," said I, laying the money on the shopkeeper's
counter.
"I'd better have paid Mrs. Blake." This thought crossed my mind, an
hour afterwards, by which time the little ornament had lost its power of
pleasing. "So much would at least have been saved."
I was leaving the table, after tea, on the evening that followed, when
the waiter said to me,
"Mrs. Blake is at the door, and wishes to see you."
I felt a little worried at hearing this; for I had no change in my
pockets, and the poor washerwoman had, of course, come for her money.
"She's in a great hurry," I muttered to myself, as I descended to the
door.
"You'll have to wait until you bring home my clothes next week, Mrs.
Blake. I haven't any change, this evening."
The expression of the poor woman's face, as she turned slowly away,
without speaking, rather softened my feelings.
"I'm sorry," said I, "but it can't be helped now. I wish you had said,
this morning, that you wanted money. I could have paid you then."
She paused, and turned partly towards me, as I said this. Then she moved
off, with something so sad in her manner, that I was touched sensibly.
"I ought to have paid her this morning, when I had the change about
me. And I wish I had done so. Why didn't she ask for her money, if she
wanted it so badly?"
I felt, of course, rather ill at ease. A little while afterwards I met
the lady with whom I was boarding.
"Do you know anything about this Mrs. Blake, who washes for me?" I
inquired.
"Not much; except that she is very poor, and has three children to feed
and clothe. And what is worst of all, she is in bad health. I think she
told me, this morning, that one of her little ones was very sick."
I was smitten with a feeling of self-condemnation, and soon after left
the room. It was too late to remedy the evil, for I had only a sixpence
in my pocket; and, moreover, did not know where to find Mrs. Blake.
Having purposed to make a call upon some young ladies that evening, I
now went up into my room to dress. Upon my bed lay the spotless linen
brought home by Mrs. Blake in the morning. The sight of it rebuked me;
and I had to conquer, with some force, an instinctive reluctance, before
I could compel myself to put on a clean
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