she had no
answer ready; nor was it all entirely disagreeable.
He stood still a moment, and added, "That is all--I ask nothing now."
Then she stood up, having to say something and unwilling to hurt
him--wanting not to say too much or too little, and ending by a childlike
reply. "Oh, John, I do wish you would never say such things to me. I am
too young to listen to such nonsense."
"And I am young too," he laughed. "Well--well--let us go home and confess
like children."
"Now I know you are a fool, John Penhallow, and very disagreeable."
"When we were ever so young, Leila, and we quarrelled, we used to agree
not to speak to one another for a day. Are you cross enough for that
now?"
"No, I am not; but I want to feel sure that you will not say such things
to me again."
"I make no promise, Leila; I should break it. If I gave you a boy's love,
forget it, laugh at it; but if I give you a man's love, take care."
This odd drama--girl and woman, boy and maturing man--held the stage; now
one, now the other.
"Take care, indeed!" she said, repeating his words and turning on him
with sudden ungraciousness, "I think we have had enough of this
nonsense."
She was in fact the more disturbed of the two, and knowing it let anger
loose to chase away she knew not what, which was troubling her with
emotion she could neither entirely control nor explain later as the
result of what seemed to her mere foolishness. If he was himself
disturbed by his storm of primitive passion, he did not show it as she
did.
"Yes," he said in reply, "we have had for the present enough of
this--enough talk, I mean--"
"We!" she exclaimed.
"Leila! do you want me to apologize?"
"No."
"Then--let us get those roses for Aunt Ann--what are left of them."
She was glad to escape further discussion--not sure of her capacity to
keep in order this cousin who was now so young and now so alarmingly old.
His abrupt use of self-control she recognised--liked and then disliked,
for a little wrath in his reply would have made her feel more at ease.
With well-reassumed good-humour, she said, "Now you are my nice old
playmate, but never, never bother me that way again."
"Yes, ma'am," said John, laughing. "I can hear Aunt Ann say, 'Run, dears,
and get me flowers--and--there will be cakes for you.'"
"No, bread and apple-butter, John." They went along merry, making believe
to be at ease.
"The robins are gone," said Leila. "I haven't seen one to
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