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me land-ladies _appear_ as if they did not know the difference. The whole of the company were even more respectfully attentive to my remarks than usual. There was no idle punning, and very little winking on the part of that lively young gentleman who, as the reader may remember, occasionally interposed some playful question or remark, which could hardly be considered relevant,--except when the least allusion was made to matrimony, when he would look at the landlady's daughter, and wink with both sides of his face, until she would ask what he was pokin' his fun at her for, and if he wasn't ashamed of himself. In fact, they all behaved very handsomely, so that I really felt sorry at the thought of leaving my boarding-house. I suppose you think, that, because I lived at a plain widow-woman's plain table, I was of course more or less infirm in point of worldly fortune. You may not be sorry to learn, that, though not what _great merchants_ call very rich, I was comfortable,--comfortable,--so that most of those moderate luxuries I described in my verses on _Contentment_--_most_ of them, I say--were within our reach, if we chose to have them. But I found out that the schoolmistress had a vein of charity about her, which had hitherto been worked on a small silver and copper basis, which made her think less, perhaps, of luxuries than even I did,--modestly as I have expressed my wishes. It is rather a pleasant thing to tell a poor young woman, whom one has contrived to win without showing his rent-roll, that she has found what the world values so highly, in following the lead of her affections. That was a luxury I was now ready for. I began abruptly:--Do you know that you are a rich young person? I know that I am very rich,--she said,--Heaven has given me more than I ever asked; for I had not thought love was ever meant for me. It was a woman's confession, and her voice fell to a whisper as it threaded the last words. I don't mean that,--I said,--you blessed little saint and seraph!--if there's an angel missing in the New Jerusalem, inquire for her at this boarding-house!--I don't mean that; I mean that I--that is, you--am--are--confound it!--I mean that you'll be what most people call a lady of fortune.--And I looked full in her eyes for the effect of the announcement. There wasn't any. She said she was thankful that I had what would save me from drudgery, and that some other time I should tell her about it.--I n
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