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of what such a consideration meant. Nothing lasts; love vulgarised by a commonplace legal tie least of all. This was one thing; but love united, with its hundred and one petty, uphill struggles and hardships, its familiarity breeding contempt, its daily friction of temper and will--that was another. He was not young enough to see only the enchantment of the moment, all deliriously sweet as this was. The other side of the picture would obtrude itself--disillusion, life soured. Nothing lasts; nothing which is real, that is. Such moments as this, such transitory blissful moments of a fool's paradise, came as near to happiness as anything this life could afford; yet even they were dashed by the consciousness, the certainty, that they were nothing more. They constituted life no more than the five large beads constitute the whole rosary; happy indeed were it, if the proportionate parallel held good, and that one great joy were allowed for every decade of sorrow, and disillusionment, and deadness and pain. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ Greatly concerned was the household on learning the approaching transfer of Mr Van Stolz, of whom Suffield declared that the Lord might have been pleased to create a more thoroughly good sort, but that He hadn't. "So he's going to Barabastadt, you say, Mr Musgrave?" said Grace. "We may see him again, then. There are some relations of ours living up there, the Rendleshams. We go and stay with them sometimes." "Up there! Why, they're about sixty miles from the town," said Suffield. "They've got a place called Kameelsfontein, and the springbok shooting is heavenly." "And the second family is the reverse," said Mona. Then, for Roden's benefit. "There's a second wife and two unutterably detestable step-daughters, and between the three they've managed to oust poor Ida, who is dear old John's only child. She was sent to England to be educated. We were great friends when I was over there last, though I am a good deal older than she is." ------------------------------------------------------------------------ To the credit of Doppersdorp be it said, it likewise was greatly concerned over the departure of Mr Van Stolz; and if that genial official had ever felt doubts as to his widespread popularity, no further room for such existed now, if the expressions of regret which met him on all sides counted for anything. And by way of givi
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