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enceforth it can be nothing to me. We disappear out of each other's lives for ever." Mona made no reply; her face half averted, her lips compressed, her beautiful form erect and rigid. Why was he so terribly strong, with a strength of purpose that was almost appalling, demoniacal, scarcely human in its unparalleled inflexibility? Why did he give no sign of softness, of yielding? She had, as he said, involuntarily, though half-unconsciously, shrunk from him. That was enough. Never again would she see those eyes gladden to the light of hers, never again hear the love tone of that voice. And yet, amid the awful agony of her loss and its realisation, there was still room for that same feeling of shrinking as from the perpetrator of a hideous and sordid crime; and like the mocking whoop of demons in her ears came that cutting, stinging, gibing refrain--the echo of his words, spoken there:-- "Nothing lasts! Nothing lasts!" She had reached that point where mental anguish becomes physical pain, without in any way losing itself therein. Her brain seemed bursting, her heart refusing to beat. The climax came. She sank down in swooning unconsciousness. Even then that human being turned to iron repressed the step which he had made towards her--repressed it with a shiver, but still repressed it. Not his the right to touch her--he from whom she had shrunk as from a murderer and midnight robber. Then another thought struck him. "Yes, it is better so," he muttered, stepping to the side of the unconscious form, its nobly moulded lines as beautiful as ever in insensibility. "It is better so. Looked at thus for the last time, I can think of her ever as though I had looked upon her in death." Then he struggled with himself, fought to restrain the overmastering impulse, for the last time to bend down and press his lips long and hard to her unconscious ones--fought, and conquered, and refrained. "It would be a murderer's kiss," he muttered, between his teeth. Then turning, he lifted up his voice and sent forth a long, loud call. "Miss Ridsdale has fainted, Suffield," he said, as the latter came running up. "You had better get her taken to the house. Good-bye, Suffield!" "Stop, Musgrave, stop!" cried Suffield, who was now supporting Mona's head. "Don't go away like that, man. Hang it! after all this time, you know." "I won't shake hands with you, Suffield," answered Roden without pausing, as he was wal
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