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or them, but I doubt if it would for me. I wonder if Margaret ever knew that priest whose eyes looked like hers. I should like to ask her. But Mother Ada always forbids us to ask each other questions about our past lives. She says curiosity is a sin; it was curiosity which led Eve to listen to the serpent. But I do not think Mother Ada's soul has any wings, and I always feel as if mine had--something that, if only I were at liberty, would spread itself and carry me away, far, far from here, right up into the very stars, for aught I know. Poor caged bird as I am! how can my wings unfold themselves? I fancy Margaret has wings--very likely, stronger than mine. She seems to have altogether a stronger nature. Mother Alianora will let us ask questions: she sometimes asks them herself. Well, so does Mother Gaillarde, more than any body; but in such a different way! Mother Alianora asks as if she were comforting and helping you: Mother Gaillarde as though you were a piece of embroidery that had been done wrong, and she were looking to see where the stitches had begun to go crooked. If I were a piece of lawn, I should not at all like Mother Gaillarde to pull the crooked stitches out of me. She pounces on them so eagerly, and pulls so savagely at them. I marvel what Margaret's history has been! Last evening, as we were putting the orphans to bed--two of the Sisters do it by turns, every week--little Damia saith to me-- "Sister Annora, what is the matter with our new Sister?" "Who dost thou mean, my child?" I asked. "Sister Marian?" For Sister Marian was our last professed. "No," said the child; "I mean Sister Margaret, who has such curious eyes--eyes that say every thing and don't tell any thing--it is so funny! (So other folks than I had seen those eyes.) But what was the matter with her yesterday morning, at the holy Sacrament?" "I know not, Damia, for I saw nothing. A religious, as thou knowest, should not lift her eyes, save for adoration." "O Sister Annora, how many nice things she must lose! But I will tell you about Sister Margaret. It was just when the holy mass began. Father Hamon had said `_Judica me_' and then, you know, the people had to reply, `_Quia Tu es_.' And when they began the response, Sister Margaret's head went up, and her eyes ran up the aisle to the altar." "Damia, my child!" I said. "Indeed, Sister, I am not talking nonsense! It looked exactly like that. Then,
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