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ng of suffocation. The pulses in her ears were beating like hammers, the floor seemed to rock to and fro beneath her feet, and the doctor's voice sounded from an immense distance. "Perhaps three years. I don't think more. If you ask me for an honest opinion, I should say probably three years--" Three years to live, and then--_death_. Three years longer in that happy home, and then good-bye to all who loved her. Three years! Three years! The words repeated themselves over and over in Peggy's brain as she sat motionless in her chair, staring at the opposite wall. Outside in the street an organ was grinding out a popular air, the front door opened and shut, and footsteps passed along the hall, a little heathen idol upon the mantelpiece nodded his head at her in mocking fashion. Some one was talking at the other end of the room in a quiet, level tone, as if nothing extraordinary had happened. It was surely--surely not Mrs Asplin herself? "Thank you! It is kinder to tell me the truth; but the time is shorter than I expected. I should like to ask one more question. Shall I be doing my husband a wrong in keeping this from him? Could he do anything to prolong my life? I am most anxious not to throw this shadow over our home; but if he could help in any way, it would, of course, be my duty to spare him the pain of knowing afterwards that more might have been done." "He could do nothing except shield you from exertion, and that you can do for yourself. I should say, on the whole, that it would be better for you, even physically speaking, to secure the cheerfulness of surrounding that would come from ignorance, than to be continually reminded of yourself by the anxiety of your family. Remember always that you are your own best doctor! I have told you the worst, and now I may add that I have known people in as precarious a condition as yourself live twice, and even three times the time specified by their doctors. You know what is needful--a peaceful life without excitement; fresh air, rest, and, above all things, the specific which our Quaker friends have named for us, `_The quiet mind_.'" His voice dropped to a softened cadence as he spoke those last words, and the tears started in the listener's eyes. "Yes--yes! I know. I'll remember that. Thank you, thank you for all your kindness!" The eyes of doctor and patient met in a long, steady glance, which had in it a light, as of recognition. They
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