_ like for a
year."
Neither persuasion nor exhortation availed to shake her resolution,
and in despair Gillian referred the matter to Lady Arabella, hoping she
might induce Magda to change her mind.
Lady Arabella accepted the news with unexpected composure.
"It is just what one might expect from the child of Hugh Vallincourt,"
she said thoughtfully. "It's the swing of the pendulum. There's always
been that tendency in the Vallincourts--the tendency towards
atonement by some sort of violent self-immolation. They are invariably
_excessive_--either excessively bad like the present man, Rupert, or
excessively devout like Hugh and Catherine! By the way, the Sisters of
Penitence is the community Catherine first joined. I wonder if she is
there still? Probably she's dead by now, though. I remember hearing some
years ago that she was seriously ill--somewhere about the time of Hugh's
death. That's the last I ever heard of her. I've been out of touch with
the whole Vallincourt family for so many years now that I don't know
what has become of them."
"You don't mean to say that you're going to _let_ Magda do what she
proposes?" exclaimed Gillian, in dismayed astonishment.
"There's never much question of 'letting' Magda do things, is
there?" retorted Lady Arabella. "If she's made up her mind to be
penitential--penitential she'll be! I dare say it won't do her any
harm."
"I don't see how it can do her any good," protested Gillian. "Magda
isn't cut out for a sisterhood."
"That's just why it may be good for her."
"I don't believe in mortification of the flesh and all that sort of
thing, either," continued Gillian obstinately.
"My dear, we must all work out our own salvation--each in his own way.
Prayer and fasting would never be my method. But for some people it's
the only way. I believe it is for the Vallincourts. In any case, it's
only for a year. And a year is very little time out of life."
Nevertheless, at Gillian's urgent request, Lady Arabella made an effort
to dissuade Magda from her intention.
"If you live long enough, my dear," she told her crispy, "providence
will see to it that you get your deserts. You needn't be so anxious to
make sure of them. Retribution is a very sure-footed traveller."
"It isn't only retribution, punishment, I'm looking for," returned
Magda. "It is--I can't quite explain it, Marraine, but even though
Michael never sees me or speaks to me again, I'd like to feel I'd made
myse
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