pportunity. Through it the deaf shall hear, the dumb shall
speak. The bereaved shall bless it, and the faint of heart shall lean
on it, and those who know not God shall listen to it, and the power of
God shall be upon it. But mine is not that soul.
Even as One who was above man did elect to experience the earthly lot
of man to save him; so one who is a man among men may yet be permitted
to use the heavenly lot in such wise as to comfort them. The first
mission called for superhuman power. The second may need only human
purity.
I now enter upon a turn in my narrative, where my vehicle of
communication begins to fail me. Human language, as employed upon the
earth, has served me to some extent to express those phases of
celestial fact upon which I still looked with earth-blind eyes. With
spiritual vision comes the immediate need of a spiritual vocabulary.
Like most men of my temperament and training, I have been accustomed to
some caution in the use of words. I know not any, which would be
intelligible to the readers of this record, that can serve to express
my experiences onward from this point.
"A man becomes _terrestrialized_ as he grows older," said an unbeliever
of our day, once, to me.
It is at least true that the terrestrial intellect celestializes by the
hardest; and it remains obvious, as it was written, that the things
which are prepared may not enter into the heart of man.
This is only another way of saying that my life from the solemn hour
which I have recorded underwent revolutions too profound for me to
desire to utter them, and that most of my experiences were of a nature
which I lack the means to report. My story draws to a stop, as a cry
of anguish comes to a hush of peace. What word is there to say?
There is, indeed, one. With lips that tremble and praise God, I add it.
At a period not immediately following the event which I have described,
yet not so far beyond it that the time, as I recall it, seemed
wearisome to me, I received a summons to go upon an errand to a distant
place. It was the first time that I had been intrusted with any
business of a wider nature than the care of my own affairs or the
immediate offices of neighbourhood, and I was gratified thereby. I
had, indeed, longed to be counted worthy to perform some special
service at the will of Him who guided all our service, and had
cherished in my secret heart some project of praying that I might be
elected to a spe
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