us a spring of infinite Strength and a
fountain of unfathomable Wisdom, that eternal Love puts at our service!
Oh, to grow in Faith's Discoveries!
Philip had a grand opportunity for "discovery," in the sixth of John;
but, poor man, he lost it; for he fell back on creature resources, or,
in other words, "Invention." Brought face to face with difficulty, how
good it would have been for him to have said, "Lord Jesus, I am empty
of wisdom, nor have I any resources to meet this need; but my heart
rests in Thee: I joy in this fresh opportunity for Thee to display Thy
glory, for thou knowest what Thou wilt do." Oh, foolish Philip, to
talk of every one having a _little_, in that Presence of infinite Love,
infinite Power. Do I thus blame him? Then let this day see me looking
upward at every difficulty, and saying "Lord, Thou knowest what Thou
wilt do."
The morning breaks, my heart awakes,
And many thoughts come crowding o'er me,--
What hopes or fears, what smiles or tears
Are waiting in that path before me?
Am I to roam afar from home,
By Babel's streams, in gloom despondent?
On sorrow's tree must my harp be
To grief's sad gusts alone respondent?
The mists hang dank, on front and flank,
My straining eye can naught discover;
But well I know that many a foe
Around that narrow path doth hover.
Nor this alone would make me groan,--
Alas, a traitor dwells within me;
With hollow smile and heart of guile
The world without, too, plots to win me.
Thus I'm beset with foes, and yet
I would not miss a single danger:
Each foe's a friend that makes me wend
My homeward way,--on earth a stranger.
For never haze dims _upward_ gaze,--
Oh, glorious sight! for there above me
Upon God's throne there sitteth One
Who died to save--who lives to love me!
And like the dew each dayspring new
That tender love shall onward lead me:
My thirst shall slake, yet thirst awake
Till every breath shall pant:--"I need Thee."
No wisdom give; I'd rather live
In conscious lack dependent on Thee:
Each parting way I meet this day
Then proves my claim to call upon Thee.
No strength I ask, for Thine the task
To bear Thine own on Shepherd-shoulder.
Then Faith may boast when helpless most,
And greater need make weakness bolder.
Then Lord, thy breast is, too, my rest;
And there, as in my home, I'm hidden,--
Where quiet pe
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