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sweetness which win affection. The smile in her eyes wakened an answer even in the look of passing strangers. Suddenly all had changed. She was hidden in the darkness, crushed and shamed, an outcast and a pariah--a thing only to be kept out of sight. Sometimes, after she had been sitting lost in thought, Latimer had seen her look up bewildered, glance at her little, deformed body, and sit white and trembling. "Everything is different," she panted out once. "It is as if all the world was black. It is--because--because I am black!" Latimer had made no effort to wring from her the name she had prayed to be allowed to hide; yet he had often wondered that in some hysteric moment it had not escaped her--that mere helpless anguish did not betray her into uttering some word or phrase which might have served as a clue. But this she had never done, and between them there had been built a stone wall of silence. Yet, in spite of it, he had known that her young heart was broken with love for this nameless traitor--a love which would not die. He had seen it in the woe of her eyes, in the childlike longing of her look when she sat and gazed out over the wild beauty of the land, thinking she was unobserved. In his own soul there had been black, bitter hate, but in hers only loneliness and pain. There came back to him--and he sprang up and ground his teeth, pacing the floor as he remembered it--a night when she had wandered out alone in the starlight, and at last he had followed her and found her--though she did not know he was near--standing where the roof of pine-trees made a darkness, and as he stood within four feet of her he had heard her cry to the desolate stillness: "If I could see you once! If I could see you once--if I could touch you--if I could hear you speak--just once--just once!" And she had wailed it low--but as a starving child might cry for bread. And he had turned and gone away, sick of soul, leaving her. He had told this to Baird, and had seen the muscles of his face twitch and his eyes suddenly fill with tears. He had left his seat and crossed the room to conceal his emotion, and Latimer had known that he did not speak because he could not. The letters were written with caution, Stamps had said, and the mention of names had been avoided in them; and, though he ground his teeth again as he thought of this, he realised that the knowledge brought by a name would be of no value to him. Long ago he had sai
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