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The door opened, and the member of the committee looked in again, radiant with exultation. "The audience waiting in such breathless silence that you might hear a pin drop. Two thousand of them, if there's one. Ten minutes to eight." "Thank you," answered Baird. The door closed again and he stood looking at Latimer's rigid hand and the papers. "They were written to Margery," went on Latimer. "Stamps found them in a chink in the logs. She had hidden them there that she might take them out and sob over and kiss them. I used to hear her in the middle of the night." Baird snatched them from his hand. He fell into a chair near the table and dropped his face upon the yellowed fragments, pressing them against his lips with awful sobbing sounds, as if he would wrest from them the kisses the long-dead girl had left there. "I, too!" he cried. "I, too! Oh! my God! Margery!" "Don't say 'God!'" said Latimer. "When she was dying, in an agony of fear, she said it. Not that word! Another!" He said no other--and Latimer drew nearer to him. "You wrote them," he said. "They are written in your hand--in your words--I should know them anywhere. You may deny it. I could prove nothing. I do not want to prove anything. Deny it if you will." Baird rose unsteadily. The papers were clutched in his hand. His face was marred by the unnaturalness of a man's tears. "Do you think I shall deny it?" he answered. "It is true. I have sat and listened to your talk of her and thought I should go quite mad. You have told me of her tortures, and I have listened. I did not know--surely she did not know herself--of the child--when I went away. It is no use saying to you--how should it be?--that I loved her--that I was frenzied by my love of her innocent sweetness!" "No, there is no use," answered Latimer, in a voice actually void of emotion, "but I daresay it is true." "There is no use in calling myself by any of the names invented for the men who bring about such tragedies. They are true of some men perhaps, but they were not true of me. I don't know what was true of me. Something worse than has ever been put into words perhaps, for I loved her and I have loved her for twenty years. I would have given up my career--my life, anything she had asked!" "But when she found you had acted a lie to her----" "It seemed to fill her with the frantic terror of a child. I dare not approach her. I think she thought she would be struck dead
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