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r, expedient," repeated the clergyman--"even when the result appeared to justify it. I--wonder!" He sank into a reverie so profound that the younger man had to call his attention to the fact that food was being offered to him; and then he helped himself mechanically, as if his mind had drifted too far to be immediately recalled to material things. "I wonder!" he said again vaguely, his eyes, sad and thoughtful, fixed upon distance. "I was once, you see," he went on, making a sudden effort and looking his companion in the face with a directness that was almost disconcerting. "I was once involved in a case where such a lie had been told, and I--well, I am inclined, if you have no objections, to tell you the whole story and let you judge. "Some years ago I broke down from over-work and worry, and was ordered away for my health. I chose to travel about my own country, and at a hotel in a certain place where many people go to recover from imaginary ailments I met a man who was being slowly crippled forever by a real and incurable one. His place at the table was next to mine, and every day he was brought in, in his wheeled chair, from the sunniest corner of the piazza, fed neatly and expeditiously by his manservant (his own hands were almost useless), and fetched away again. During the meal when I first sat beside him we entered into conversation, and I found him so cultivated, charming, and humorous a companion that for the rest of my stay I neglected no opportunity of indulging myself in his society." "Of course it was no indulgence at all to him," said the writer, whose affectionate regard for his friend was one of long standing. "I hope so," answered the other, "and, indeed, I had every reason to suppose that the liking which sprang up between us was no less on his side than on my own. We were mutually attracted in spite of, or perhaps _because_ of, our fundamental differences in disposition, opinions, beliefs; though no Christian could have borne affliction with a braver patience than he--the braver in that he did not look to a hereafter for comfort." "A continuous powder and no jam to come," threw in the writer, with the glare of battle in his eye, for he also had opinions and beliefs at variance with those of his companion. "There are a good many of us who have to face that." "Not many in worse case than he," returned the clergyman gently, declining to be drawn into discussion. "But although the use o
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