anxiety and misery it
held for him. He could no longer delude himself into the belief that
Bella loved him, for all her actions went to prove the contrary. But
her end just once gained, there were no more bickerings and
disputes--she even condescended to consider her husband's wishes,
when they did not clash or interfere with her own. But night after
night he sat alone with the hateful consciousness that the woman who
bore his name was parading her charms to Dick, Tom and Harry; in
fact, to anybody who chose to pay his shilling for the privilege of
contemplating them. It was in moments such as these that the iron
entered his soul and there was no escape from it; he must bear his
burden as many a better man had borne it before him. And thus it was
he buried himself in his profession, working with a will and vigour
that astonished no one so much as himself. He was rapidly becoming a
popular man. Through sheer good luck (as he really believed it to be)
he had diagnosed one or two cases with an ease and accuracy which not
only filled his purse beyond his utmost expectations, but helped him
up the ladder of fame at an amazing rate. But when emboldened by
success, and always remembering the fact that however wilful and
oblivious she might be, she was still to all intents and purposes the
wife of his bosom and equally interested with himself in all his
undertakings, he recounted his triumphs and declared his intention of
leaving Camberwell forthwith and settling in Camelot Square, Bella
smiled, yet proved in no way elated at the intelligence.
"So, my dear, you can go as soon as you like and fix upon a house,"
he said.
Bella yawned and stretched her arms above her head.
"Oh, you will know much better than I what is required," she replied.
"Have you, then, no interest in our new home?" he asked, more hurt
than he could well have expressed.
"Do you ever show the slightest interest in what concerns me?" she
retorted.
He winced. "This is a mutual interest, surely, since we must occupy
it together."
"Must?" she echoed dreamily.
"What do you mean?" he asked sharply.
"Nothing, except that 'must' is the word I have banished from my
vocabulary," and she smiled at him--actually smiled, though she must
have known she was stabbing him to the very heart.
He said no more; and indeed, words seemed to be useless.
So he chose the house himself,--one that could not fail to please
Bella, he felt exultantly. She would be
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