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s thoughts to the exclusion of every other topic. He sat for hours buried in the newly awakened memories that that one brief glimpse of her had conjured up, unable, unwilling to rouse himself. And then he made a compromise with his own weakness and irresolution. He would not go to Cecil Street, since by so doing he would be offering a tacit insult to the woman he had pledged himself to marry, but he would, he must see Bella, himself unseen and his presence unsuspected, and this he could effect easily by going to the Empire. The notion pleased him, and that self-same evening he carried it out. Bella was worse. She could no longer deceive herself. It was only by a superhuman effort that she could pull herself together sufficiently to sing the one song which was all her part consisted of now. After she had got into her pretty sea-green skirts of lace and tulle and shimmering silk, like so much sea foam, she had to lie still and, let the poor over-strained lungs and heart recover themselves, and then, when the summons came she called up a smile to her wan face and pluckily did her best. But that night she looked up at Saidie after the last ribbon was in its place. "I'll have to throw up the sponge, after all," she said wearily; "it is beyond me. They are right and I was wrong,--I must have a rest." Saidie muttered something in reply, but when the door closed upon her sister, she sighed. "She _is_ bad; there is no denying it," remarked the dresser, who was busily stroking out the roses which were to garland Saidie's dress. "It gives me a turn every time I see her go on the stage." "She looks worse than she really is," returned Saidie; "sometimes she is as brisk and lively as you like--she so soon gets tired." "She is a tidy sight worse than 'tired,' and it strikes me her voice was weak like to-night. Did you notice it, Miss?" "Oh, she varies so. I guess she would be as right as any of us the moment she was on the boards." Nevertheless, although she was not going to confess it, Saidie was troubled and uneasy. There was something in Bella's face she had not seen before, and it frightened her--a little. She stood at the wings with a quick-beating heart, but the next moment laughed at her own fears. Bella was singing her very best. Not a falter in the clear, bell-like tones, and her face was smiling and radiant. And then--her eyes fastened themselves on a box in the grand tier; with a scared expre
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