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simply _must_ get her away." He was thinking that he knew of somebody--a doctor's widow--who also would be fitted. If they could afford to pay her. And if they couldn't, he would very soon have the right---- That was what his "we" meant. Presently he excused himself and went out to see, he said, about getting her some tea. He judged that if she were left alone for a moment she would pull herself together and be as ready as ever for their walk back to Garthdale. * * * * * It was in that moment when he left her that she made her choice. Not that when her idea had come to her she had known a second's hesitation. She didn't know when it had come. It seemed to her that it had been with her all through their awful interview. It was she and not Ally who would have to go away. She could see it now. It had been approaching her, her idea, from the very instant that she had come into the room and had begun to speak to him. And with every word that _he_ had said it had come closer. But not until her final appeal to him had she really faced it. Then it became clear. It crystallised. There was no escaping from the facts. Ally would die or go mad if she didn't marry. Ally (though Rowcliffe didn't know it) was in love with him. And, even if she hadn't been, as long as they stayed in Garthdale there was nobody but Rowcliffe whom she could marry. It was her one chance. And there were three of them there. Three women to one man. And since _she_ was the one--she knew it--who stood between him and Ally, it was she who would have to go away. It seemed to her that long ago--all the time, in fact, ever since she had known Rowcliffe--she had known that this was what she would have to face. She faced it now with a strange courage and a sort of spiritual exaltation, as she would have faced any terrible truth that Rowcliffe had told her, if, for instance, he had told her that she was going to die. That, of course, was what it felt like. She had known that it would feel like that. And, as sometimes happens to people who are going to die and know it, there came to her a peculiar vivid and poignant sense of her surroundings. Of Rowcliffe's room and the things in it,--the chair he had sat in, the pipe he had laid aside, the book he had been reading and that he had flung away. Outside the open window the trees of the little orchard, whitened by the moonlight, stood as if fixed in a
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