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Why not? ROSALIND: Oh, we can't. I'd be your squaw--in some horrible place. AMORY: We'll have two hundred and seventy-five dollars a month all told. ROSALIND: Darling, I don't even do my own hair, usually. AMORY: I'll do it for you. ROSALIND: (Between a laugh and a sob) Thanks. AMORY: Rosalind, you _can't_ be thinking of marrying some one else. Tell me! You leave me in the dark. I can help you fight it out if you'll only tell me. ROSALIND: It's just--us. We're pitiful, that's all. The very qualities I love you for are the ones that will always make you a failure. AMORY: (Grimly) Go on. ROSALIND: Oh--it _is_ Dawson Ryder. He's so reliable, I almost feel that he'd be a--a background. AMORY: You don't love him. ROSALIND: I know, but I respect him, and he's a good man and a strong one. AMORY: (Grudgingly) Yes--he's that. ROSALIND: Well--here's one little thing. There was a little poor boy we met in Rye Tuesday afternoon--and, oh, Dawson took him on his lap and talked to him and promised him an Indian suit--and next day he remembered and bought it--and, oh, it was so sweet and I couldn't help thinking he'd be so nice to--to our children--take care of them--and I wouldn't have to worry. AMORY: (In despair) Rosalind! Rosalind! ROSALIND: (With a faint roguishness) Don't look so consciously suffering. AMORY: What power we have of hurting each other! ROSALIND: (Commencing to sob again) It's been so perfect--you and I. So like a dream that I'd longed for and never thought I'd find. The first real unselfishness I've ever felt in my life. And I can't see it fade out in a colorless atmosphere! AMORY: It won't--it won't! ROSALIND: I'd rather keep it as a beautiful memory--tucked away in my heart. AMORY: Yes, women can do that--but not men. I'd remember always, not the beauty of it while it lasted, but just the bitterness, the long bitterness. ROSALIND: Don't! AMORY: All the years never to see you, never to kiss you, just a gate shut and barred--you don't dare be my wife. ROSALIND: No--no--I'm taking the hardest course, the strongest course. Marrying you would be a failure and I never fail--if you don't stop walking up and down I'll scream! (Again he sinks despairingly onto the lounge.) AMORY: Come over here and kiss me. ROSALIND: No. AMORY: Don't you _want_ to kiss me? ROSALIND: To-night I want you to love me calmly and coolly. AMORY: The beginning of the end. R
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