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l shuffle and shamble away out of one's sight. As soon as the morning came, I left the hotel without having tried the vain attempt of sleep, and did not return to it till the evening. At noon I called upon the publisher and explained that an unfortunate accident had occurred, and the MS. I had received back from him yesterday had been destroyed. At that he beamed upon me blandly, and remarked that such a thing was unfortunate, but that without doubt M'sieur would make all haste to re-copy it, and would let him have a new draft as soon as possible. I shook my head, feeling my lips and throat grow dry as I answered-- "That which you had was the original, not a copy. I have no copy of it from which I can replace it." "But M'sieur will certainly have his notes, his private work, his first scheme?" "None. I do not work in that way. There is not a scrap of paper relative to it anywhere." Upon this the publisher rose, looked at me in a long silence, and then said in an icy tone,-- "Then M'sieur wishes me to understand that he does not intend to allow our firm to publish his work at all?" I flushed at the insult his words contained. They practically intimated that he thought the whole thing an invention, and that I was going to give the MS. elsewhere. I got up too, and said-- "I have told you the MS. is destroyed, and I have no means of reproducing it, therefore it is impossible for it to be brought out by your or any other firm." The man before me merely raised his shoulders over his ears, bowed, spread out the palms of his hands, raised his eyebrows, and muttered,-- "Comme vous voulez, M'sieur." Confound him! was he a liar that he assumed me to be one. There was nothing to do but to bow and leave. As I walked out of his office into the fresh, sparkling, morning sunlight, life to me had a very bitter savour. I walked through the streets till I felt tired in every muscle. Then I sat thinking on a bench in a green corner of the Champs Elysees, watching absently the sun patches jump from leaf to neighbouring leaf as the wind elevated and depressed them, and trying to mentally seize upon and analyse this vile, low impulse of another man's envy. It was dark when I came back to the hotel. When I came up to my room I was surprised to see quite a little crowd of figures clustered round my door, all talking at once in their shrill French tones, all gesticulating at each other as if about to tear off ea
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