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not." "I give you permission to lead any life you please," she said vehemently. "Thank you!" I thought, sarcastically; "but your permission has nothing to do with it." "It is useless to discuss the matter," I said aloud. "I cannot argue the point with you; I have said there is no third alternative." "I think you are most unkind," and Lucia let two lovely arms and hands sink over the sides of the chair in gesture of weak despair. I noticed, indifferently, that she was unnaturally pale. "If you consent to our marriage, Lucia," I urged, pressing that alluring waist, "I will promise this, if it will simplify matters--you shall continue to live as if you were unmarried until you yourself put things on another footing." She glanced at me quickly, as I spoke, with an unexpressed surprise. "Then what would you gain?" she said, coldly, and the unveiled cynicism in the words went home. I flushed. "The certainty," I answered, briefly. "This indefinite state of things is simply intolerable." She was silent for a second; then she said violently, the scarlet flowing over her face up to her eyes-- "No! It would be impossible to maintain such relations as those after marriage, and you know it! That is quite out of the question!" I merely shrugged my shoulders in silence. "I am waiting for your answer, Lucia," I said, after a few moments. "And if I cannot give you one?" "Then I leave town to-morrow morning." She gave a fleeting glance into my face, and then suddenly burst into a passion of convulsive sobs and tears--sobs that seemed to tear her breast asunder, and tears that started in a blinding torrent, drenching her eyelids and eyelashes and pale cheeks. "It is most unkind, it is horrible, it is cruel of you to press me in this way!" she sobbed, trying with both hot, trembling hands to push my arm away and to free herself from my clasp. The sight of her tears hurt me, the pain stamped on the soft face, and the tumultuous rising and falling of her breast in those agonised sobs, reproached me, but the hurt and the reproach were dull. If she thought her tears would induce me to hesitate or to desist, she was wrong. They were to me simply a favourable sign of her weakness, and urged me to press my advantage. I felt instinctively that it would not do to fail now; having gone so far, I must go farther, and be successful. Probably I should be much sooner forgiven by Lucia herself. Nothing is less
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