FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400  
401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   >>   >|  
e rested." "I wish it was over," said Jack, with a sigh. "Wish what was over?" "I mean I wish the shock was over,--the shock of seeing me such an object as I am. Sickness changes a man quite enough, but there's worse than that, George. I know what this rough life of mine must have made of me. You won't say it, old fellow, but I see it in your sad face all the same. I am--say it out, man--I am a most disreputable-looking blackguard!" "I declare, on my honor, that, except the ravages of illness, I see no change in you, whatever." "Look here," said Jack, as his voice trembled with a peculiar agitation, "I 'll see Nelly first. A man's sister can never be ashamed of him, come what will. If Nelly shows--and she 's not one to hide it--that--no matter, I 'll not say more about it. I see you 're not pleased with me laying stress on such a matter." "No, no, you wrong me, Jack; you wrong me altogether. My poor fellow, we never were--we never had such good reason to be proud of you as now. You are a hero, Jack. You've done what all Europe will ring with." "Don't talk balderdash; my head is weak enough already. If you 're not ashamed of the tatterdemalion that comes back to you, it's more than I deserve. There, now, go off, and do your business, and don't be long, for I 'm growing very impatient to see them. Give me something to smoke till you come back, and I 'll try and be calm and reasonable by that time." If L'Estrange had really anything to do in the town he forgot all about it, and trotted about from street to street, so full of Jack and his adventures that he walked into apple-stalls and kicked over egg-baskets amid the laughter and amusement of the people. If he had told no more than the truth in saying that Jack was still like what he had been, there were about him signs of suffering and hardship that gave a most painful significance to his look; and more painful than even these was the poor fellow's consciousness of his fallen condition. The sudden pauses in speaking, the deep sigh that would escape him, the almost bitter raillery he used when speaking of himself, all showed how acutely he felt his altered state. L'Estrange was in nowise prepared for the change half an hour had made in Jack's humor. The handsome dress of Montenegro became him admirably, and the sailor-like freedom of his movements went well with the easy costume. "Isn't this a most appropriate transformation, George?" he cried out "I
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396   397   398   399   400  
401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

fellow

 
ashamed
 
change
 

Estrange

 
street
 
speaking
 
painful
 

matter

 

George

 

people


significance
 
hardship
 

amusement

 
suffering
 
baskets
 

forgot

 
trotted
 

kicked

 

consciousness

 

stalls


adventures

 

walked

 

laughter

 

sudden

 

Montenegro

 

admirably

 

handsome

 
prepared
 
sailor
 

freedom


transformation

 

costume

 
movements
 

nowise

 

escape

 

pauses

 

condition

 

rested

 

bitter

 
raillery

acutely

 

altered

 

showed

 

fallen

 
altogether
 

stress

 

laying

 

pleased

 

sister

 

disreputable