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ference to the feud that is six centuries old, the old open ulcer, that makes all rule in this country a struggle, and all resistance to it a patriotism. Don't you know," asked he, almost sternly, "that I am a Papist?" "Yes, you told me so." "And don't you know that my religion is not a mere barrier to my advancement in many careers of life, but is a social disqualification--that it is, like the trace of black blood in a creole, a ban excluding him from intercourse with his better-born neighbors--that I belong to a class just as much shut out from all the relations of society as were the Jews in the fifteenth century?" "I remember that you told me so once, but I own I never fully comprehended it, nor understood how the question of a man's faith was to decide his standing in this world, and that, being the equal of those about you in birth and condition, your religion should stamp you with inferiority." "But I did not tell you I was their equal," said Longworth, with a slow and painful distinctness. "We are _novi homines_ here; a couple of generations back we were peasants--as poor as anything you could see out of that window. By hard work and some good luck--of course there was luck in it--we emerged, and got enough together to live upon, and I was sent to a costly school, and then to college, that I might start in life the equal of my fellows. But what avails it all? To hold a station in life, to mix with the world, to associate with men educated and brought up like myself, I must quit my own country and live abroad. I know, I see, you can make nothing of this. It is out and out incomprehensible. You made a clean sweep of these things with your great Revolution of '93. Ours is yet to come." "Per Dio! I 'd not stand it," cried the other, passionately. "You could n't help it. You must stand it; at least, till such time as a good many others, equally aggrieved as yourself, resolve to risk something to change it; and this is remote enough, for there is nothing that men--I mean educated and cultivated men--are more averse to, than any open confession of feeling a social disqualification. I may tell it to you here, as we sit over the fire, but I 'll not go out and proclaim it, I promise you. These are confessions one keeps for the fireside." "And will not these people visit you?" "Nothing less likely." "Nor you call upon them?" "Certainly not." "And will you continue to live within an hour's drive of ea
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