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other, and as, in your present temper, that would be hopeless, it matters little that I have forgotten it." She made no answer to this speech, but quietly occupied herself arranging a braid of her hair that had just fallen down. "Miss L'Estrange!" said he, in a haughty and somewhat bold tone. "Mr. Bramleigh," replied she, turning and facing him with perfect gravity, though her tremulous lip and sparkling eye showed what the effort to seem serious cost her. "If you will condescend to be real, to be natural, for about a minute and a half, it may save us, or at least one of us, a world of trouble and unhappiness." "It 's not a very courteous supposition of yours that implies I am unreal or unnatural," said she, calmly; "but no matter, go on; say what you desire to say, and you shall find me pretty attentive." "What I want to say is this, then," said he, approaching where she stood, and leaning one arm on the chimney close to where her own arm was resting; "I wanted to tell--no, I wanted to ask you if the old relations between us are to be considered as bygone,--if I am to go away from this to-day believing that all I have ever said to you, all that you heard--for you _did_ hear me, Julia--" "Julia!" repeated she, in mock amazement. "What liberty is this, sir?" and she almost laughed out as she spoke. "I knew well how it would be," said he, angrily. "There is a heartless levity in your nature that nothing represses. I asked you to be serious for one brief instant." "And you shall find that I can," said she, quickly. "If I have not been more so hitherto, it has been in mercy to yourself." "In mercy to me? To me! What do you mean?" "Simply this. You came here to give me a lesson this morning. But it was at your sister's suggestion. It was her criticism that prompted you to the task. I read it all. I saw how ill prepared you were. You have mistaken some things, forgotten others; and, in fact, you showed me that you were far more anxious I should exculpate myself than that you yourself should be the victor. It was for this reason that I was really annoyed,--seriously annoyed, at what you said to me; and I called in what you are so polite as to style my 'levity' to help me through my difficulty. Now, however, you have made me serious enough; and it is in this mood I say, Don't charge yourself another time with such a mission. Reprove whatever you like, but let it come from yourself. Don't think light-he
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