FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206  
207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   >>   >|  
e friend near you, to hold your hand and look in your face and be silent, as those are silent who know and feel. When you can write again, tell me how it is with you in this respect, and in others. So sudden, so sudden! Yet bereavements like these are always sudden to the soul, more or less. All _blows_ must needs be sudden. May your health not suffer, dear Fanny. We shall be in London in about a week after the 16th, for we are delayed through my not having finished my poem, which nobody will finish reading perhaps. We go to Mr. Kenyon's house in Devonshire Place, kindly offered to us for the summer. Shall we find you, I wonder, in London? Yes; there are terrible costs in this world. We get knowledge by losing what we hoped for, and liberty by losing what we loved. But this world is a fragment--or, rather, a segment--and it will be rounded presently, to the completer satisfaction. Not to doubt _that_ is the greatest blessing it gives now. Death is as vain as life; the common impression of it, as false and as absurd. A mere change of circumstances. What more? And how near these spirits are, how conscious, how full of active energy and tender reminiscence and interest, who shall dare to doubt? For myself, I do not doubt at all. If I did, I should be sitting here inexpressibly sad--for myself, not you.... Robert unites with me in affectionate sympathy, and Sarianna was here last night, talking feelingly about you. You shall have Robert's book when we get to England. Think how much I think of you. Your ever affectionate BA. Mr. Kenyon has been very ill, and is still in a state occasioning anxiety. He is at the Isle of Wight. * * * * * At the end of June the Brownings came back to London, for what was, as it proved, Mrs. Browning's last visit to England. Mr. Kenyon had lent them his house in London, at 39 Devonshire Place, he himself being in the Isle of Wight; but a shadow was thrown over the whole of this visit by the serious and ultimately fatal illness of this dear friend. It was partly in order to see him, and partly because Miss Arabel Barrett had been sent out of town by her father almost as soon as her sister reached Devonshire Place, that about the beginning of September they made an expedition to the Isle of Wight, staying first at Ventnor with Miss Barrett, and subsequently at West Cowes with Mr. Kenyon. All the while Mrs. Browning was actively engaged in seeing 'Au
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196   197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206  
207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Kenyon

 

London

 
sudden
 

Devonshire

 

partly

 

losing

 

Barrett

 

Robert

 

affectionate

 
silent

friend
 

Browning

 

England

 
anxiety
 
Brownings
 

talking

 

feelingly

 
Sarianna
 

sympathy

 
sitting

inexpressibly

 
unites
 
occasioning
 

September

 

beginning

 

reached

 
sister
 

father

 

expedition

 
staying

actively
 

engaged

 

Ventnor

 

subsequently

 

shadow

 

thrown

 

Arabel

 

ultimately

 

illness

 
proved

delayed
 
health
 

suffer

 

finished

 

kindly

 
offered
 

summer

 

finish

 

reading

 

bereavements