FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244  
245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   >>   >|  
, and flung a silent white arm slipping from her sleeve loose around his neck, and pulled his head to her shoulder. "Now look here, father," she said, "you've been through lots to-day, and you'd better go to bed and go to sleep. I don't think mother was waked up--if she had been, she would have been out here." "Look here, Ellen, I want to tell you," Andrew began, pitifully. He was catching his breath like a child with sobs. "I don't want to hear anything," replied Ellen, firmly. "Whatever you did was right, father." "I ought to tell you, Ellen!" "You ought to tell me nothing," said Ellen. "You are all tired out, father. You can't do anything that isn't right for me. Now go to bed and go to sleep." Ellen stroked her father's thin gray hair with exactly the same tender touch with which he had so often stroked her golden locks. It was an inheritance of love reverting to its original source. She kissed him on his lined forehead with her flower-like lips, then she pushed him gently away. "Go softly, and don't wake mother," whispered she; "and, father, there's no need to trouble her with this. Good-night." Chapter XXXIV Ellen's deepest emotion was pity for her father, so intense that it was actual physical pain. "Poor father! Poor father! He had to borrow the money to buy me my watch and chain," she kept repeating to herself. "Poor father!" To her New England mind, borrowing seemed almost like robbing. She actually felt as if her father had committed a crime for love of her, but all she looked at was the love, not the guilt. Suddenly a conviction which fairly benumbed her came over her--the money in the savings-bank; that little hoard, which had been to the imagination of herself and her mother a sheet-anchor against poverty, must be gone. "Father must have used if for something unbeknown to mother," she said to herself--"he must, else he would not have told Mr. Evarts that he could not pay him." It was a hot night, but the girl shivered as she realized for the first time the meaning of the wolf at the door. "All we've got left is this house--this house and--and--our hands," thought Ellen. She saw before her her father's poor, worn hands, her mother's thin, tired hands, jerking the thread in and out of those shameful wrappers; then she looked at her own, as yet untouched by toil, as white and small and fair as flowers. She thought of the four years before her at college, four years before she c
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   220   221   222   223   224   225   226   227   228   229   230   231   232   233   234   235   236   237   238   239   240   241   242   243   244  
245   246   247   248   249   250   251   252   253   254   255   256   257   258   259   260   261   262   263   264   265   266   267   268   269   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

father

 

mother

 

stroked

 

looked

 

thought

 

benumbed

 

fairly

 

Suddenly

 

conviction

 

jerking


savings

 

imagination

 

thread

 
flowers
 

robbing

 

college

 
borrowing
 
committed
 

anchor

 

England


poverty

 

shivered

 
wrappers
 

shameful

 

meaning

 

realized

 

repeating

 

Evarts

 

untouched

 

Father


unbeknown

 

gently

 

replied

 

firmly

 

breath

 

Andrew

 

pitifully

 

catching

 

Whatever

 

sleeve


slipping

 

silent

 

pulled

 
shoulder
 

tender

 

Chapter

 

deepest

 

emotion

 
trouble
 
intense