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tell her half enough. You let her think that you actually of your own free choice went to work in the factory rather than go to college." "So I did," replied Ellen, looking at him proudly. "Of course you did, in one sense, but in another you did not. You deliberately chose to make a sacrifice; but it was a sacrifice. You cannot deny that it was a sacrifice." Ellen was silent. "But you gave Aunt Cynthia the impression that it was not a sacrifice," said Robert, almost severely. Ellen's face quivered a little. "I saw no other way to do," she said, faintly. The authoritative tone which this young man was taking with her stirred her as nothing had ever stirred her in her life before. She felt like a child before him. "You have no right to give such a false impression of your own character," said Robert. "It was either that or a false impression of another," returned Ellen, tremulously. "You mean that she might have blamed your parents, and thought that they were forcing you into this?" Ellen nodded. "And I suppose you thought, too, that maybe Aunt Cynthia would suspect, if you told her all the difficulties, that you were hinting for more assistance." Ellen nodded, and her lip was quivering. Suddenly all her force of character seemed to have deserted her, and she looked more like a child than Amabel. She actually put both her little fists to her eyes. After all, the girl was very young, a child forced by the stress of circumstances to premature development, but she could relapse before the insistence of another nature. Robert looked at her, his own face working, then he could bear it no longer. He was over on the sofa beside Ellen and had her in his arms. "You poor little thing," he whispered. "Don't. I have loved you ever since the first time I saw you. I ought to have told you so before. Don't you love me a little, Ellen?" But Ellen released herself with a motion of firm elusiveness and looked at him. The tears still stood in her eyes, but her face was steady. "I have been putting you out of my mind," said she. "But could you?" whispered Robert, leaning over her. Ellen did not reply, but looked down and trembled. "Could you?" repeated Robert, and there was in his voice that masculine insistence which is a true note of nature, and means the subjugation of the feminine into harmony. Ellen did not speak, but every line in her body betrayed helpless yielding. "You know you could not,
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