o work," said Ellen,
speaking in a high, rapid voice. "When I went to work, it was, as
you thought, for my folks, to help them, for my father was out of
work, and there was no other way. But since I have been at work I
have realized what work really is. There is a glory over it, as
there is over anything which is done faithfully on this earth for
good motives, and I have seen the glory, and I am not ashamed of it;
and while it was a sacrifice at first, now, while I should like the
other better, I do not think it is. I am proud of my work."
The girl spoke with a sort of rapt enthusiasm. The young man stared,
bewildered.
Robert caught Ellen's little hands, which hung, tightly clinched, in
the folds of her dress, and drew her down to his side again. "See
here, dear," he said, "maybe you are right. I never looked at it in
this way before, but you do not understand. I love you; I want to
marry you. I want to make you my wife, and lift you out of this
forever."
Then again Ellen freed herself, and straightened her head and faced
him. "There is nothing for me to be lifted out of," said she. "You
speak as if I were in a pit. I am on a height."
"My God! child, how many others feel as you, do you think, out of
the whole lot?" cried Robert.
"I don't know," replied Ellen, "but it is true. What I feel is
true."
Robert caught up her little hand and kissed it. Then he looked at
its delicate outlines. "Well, it may be true," he said, "but look at
yourself. Can't you see that you are not fashioned for manual labor?
Look at this little hand."
"That little hand can do the work," Ellen replied, proudly.
"But, dear," said Robert, "admitting all this, admitting that you
are not in a position to be lifted--admitting everything--let us
come back to our original starting-point. Dear, I love you, and I
want you for my wife. Will you marry me?"
"No, I never can," replied Ellen, with a long, sobbing breath of
renunciation.
"Why not? Don't you love me?"
"Yes. I think it must be true that I do. I said I wouldn't; I have
tried not to, but I think it must be true that I do."
"Then why not marry me?"
"Because it will be impossible for my father and mother to get along
and support Amabel and Aunt Eva without my help," said Ellen,
directly.
"But I--" began Robert.
"Do you think I will burden you with the support of a whole family?"
said Ellen.
"Ellen, you don't know what I would be willing to do if I could have
you
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