d already
done as much. Your example was like a shining beacon to me, aunt!

Leonarda. Aagot!

Aagot. But you don't seem to be as happy about it as I am! Don't you
understand yet how it all happened?

Leonarda. Yes, but--about the result of it?

Aagot. Dearest, you know all about that!--No, it is true, you don't!
I must not forget to tell you that; otherwise you won't be able to
understand why I behaved so stupidly at the Bishop's.

Leonarda. No.

Aagot. Well, you see, when I was full of this splendid determination to
sacrifice myself so as to make you happy, I used to feel a regular fury
come over me because Hagbart noticed no change in me--or, to be more
correct, did not understand it in the least. He used to go about as
if he were in a dream. Isn't it extraordinary how one thing leads to
another? My feeling was stronger than I had any idea of; because when
the Bishop wanted to slight you--and that was like a stab from behind,
too!--I absolutely lost my head with Hagbart because of his not
having prevented that, instead of going about dreaming. I don't
know--but--well, you saw yourself what happened. I blurted out the first
thing that came into my head and was abominably rude; you were angry;
then we made friends again and I went away--and then, aunt--

Leonarda. And then--?

Aagot. Then I thought it all over! All the beautiful things you said
to me about him, as we were going home, came back to me more and more
forcibly. I saw you as I had always known you, noble and gentle.--It was
so wonderful up there, too! The air, the clearness, the sense of space!
And the lake, almost always calm, because it was so sheltered! And the
wonderful stillness, especially in the evening!--And so it healed, just
as a wound heals.

Leonarda. What healed?

Aagot. The pain in my heart, aunt. All the difficulties vanished. I
know Hagbart to be what you said--noble and true. And you too, aunt!
You would neither of you have wished to give me a moment's pain,
even unconsciously, I knew. It was so good to realise that! It was so
restful, that often while I was thinking of it, I went to sleep where
I sat--I was so happy!--Ah, how I love him! And then came grandmother's
letter--.

[HANS comes in, but does not see AAGOT at first.]

Hans. Then I am to fetch Miss Aagot--why, there she is!

Aagot (getting up). You quite frightened me, Hans!

Hans. Welcome back, miss!

Aagot. Thank you.

Hans. Well, you have saved me a journey,