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s met again, and their hatred for one another was so settled, so historic, so traditional an affair, that their glance now was almost friendly. Then Rachel bent down very slowly and kissed her grandmother's cheek. How much, she wondered, did she know of the Nita affair? Nita's spite would, assuredly, have found a happy ground in which to plant its seed. Oh! how she loathed this thick clouded atmosphere, this deceit, this deceit! It seemed that, at every turn since her marriage, she had been dragged into an atmosphere of disguise and subterfuge and double-dealing. Well, she was soon to be done with it. At the thought of what her grandmother would say did she know of her friendship with Breton her heart beat triumphantly. There at any rate was a weapon! "Well, good-bye, my dear. Come and see me again soon." "Yes, grandmamma--good-bye." IV In the carriage with Roddy she suddenly laughed. All those people, moving so solemnly with such self-importance about that room. The Duke, Lord Richard, Aunt Adela ... Norris, the footman.... Over them all that fierce commanding portrait. And upstairs that old, sick woman.... And beyond, away from that house, a war that that old woman and those self-important people saw only as a means of increasing their own self-importance. It was all as a box of tin soldiers and a parcel of stiff china-faced dolls-- What were they all about? What did they think they were all doing? What, after all, was she, Rachel? Had they no conception of the sawdust that they all were beside this real, swiftly moving, death-dealing War that was suddenly amongst them? "What is it?" said Roddy. "Grandmother--grandmother--my dear, delightful, wonderful grandmother. To think of her sitting all alone up there in her bedroom and all those people moving about downstairs--all so conscious of her. And yet she does nothing--_nothing_." Rachel, in her excitement, struck her knee with her hand. "She isn't even clever, really--She's never in all her life been known to say a witty thing--never. She doesn't really know much about politics.... She just sits there and acts--That's what it's always been, acting the whole time. If it's effective to be old and feeble she _is_ old and feeble--if it's effective to be fantastic she _is_ fantastic--She just sits still and takes people in. Why, if she'd wanted she could have been going out all these thirty years, I believe!" "You're always unfair to her,
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