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. Seeking deep in his own heart for the Spirit which dwelt there, he gained from it a pious sense of the Divine, which was surely in her also, hidden even from herself; and he felt a mystic hope that, by some dark way, she also would one day reach the sea of eternal truth and love, which awaits so many poor wandering souls. Don Clemente had heard him coming, and had set his door ajar. Benedetto entered, and offered him the Abbot's letter. "I must leave the monastery," he said, very calmly. "At once, and for ever." Don Clemente did not answer, but opened the letter. When he had read it he observed, smiling, that Benedetto's departure for Jenne had been decided upon the night before. True, but the Abbot had said never to return, Don Clemente's eyes were full of tears, but he still smiled. "You are glad?" said Benedetto, almost plaintively, Oh, glad! How could the master explain what he felt? His beloved disciple was leaving him, leaving him for ever, after three years of spiritual union; but then the hidden Will had made itself manifest; God was taking him from the monastery, setting his feet in other ways. Glad! Yes; afflicted and glad, but he could not communicate the cause of his gladness to Benedetto, The Divine Word would have no value for Benedetto did he not interpret it for himself. "Not glad," he said, "but at peace. We understand each other, do we not? And now prepare yourself to listen to my last words, which I hope you will cherish." Don Clemente's whole face flushed as he spoke thus, in low tones. Benedetto bowed his head, and Don Clemente laid his hands upon it with gentle dignity. "Do you desire to surrender your whole being to Supreme Truth, to His Church, visible and invisible?" said the low, manly voice. As though he had expected both the action and the question, Benedetto answered at once, and in a firm voice: "Yes." The low voice: "Do you promise, as from man to man, to remain unwed and poor, until I shall absolve you from your promise?" The firm voice "Yes." The low voice: "Do you promise to be obedient always to the authority of the Holy Church, administered according to her laws?" The firm voice: "Yes." Don Clemente drew his disciple's head towards him, and said, his lips almost touching Benedetto's forehead: "I asked the Abbot to allow me to give you the habit of a lay-brother, that on leaving here you might, at least, carry with you the sign of a hum
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