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ble religious office. The Abbot wished to speak with you before deciding." Here Don Clemente kissed his disciple on the forehead, thus intimating what the Abbot's decision had been after their meeting; and into the kiss he put silent words of praise which his fatherly character and the humility of his disciple would not permit him to utter. He did not notice that the disciple was trembling from head to foot. "Here is what the Abbot wrote after talking with you," said he. He showed Benedetto the sheet of paper, upon which the Abbot had written: "I consent. Send him away at once, that I may not be tempted to detain him!" Benedetto embraced his master impulsively, and rested his forehead against his shoulder without speaking. Don Clemente murmured: "Are you glad? Now it is I who ask you!" He repeated his question twice without obtaining an answer. At last he heard a whisper: "May I be allowed not to answer? May I pray a moment?" "Yes, _caro_, yes!" Beside the monk's narrow bed, and high above the kneeling-desk, a great bare cross proclaimed: "Christ is risen; now nail thy soul to me!" In fact some one, perhaps Don Clemente, perhaps one of his predecessors, had written, below it: "_Omnes superbiae motus ligno crucis affigat_." Benedetto prostrated himself on the floor, and placed his forehead where the knees should rest. Through the open window of the cell, the pale light of the rainy sky fell obliquely upon the backs of the prostrate man and of the man standing erect, his face raised towards the great cross. The murmur of the rain, the rumble of the deep Anio, would have meant to Jeanne the distressed lament of all that lives and loves in the world; to Don Clemente they meant the pious union of inferior creatures with the creature supplicating the common Father. Benedetto himself did not notice them. He rose, his face composed, and, in obedience to his master's gesture, put on the robe of a lay-brother, which was spread out upon the bed, and fastened the leathern girdle. When he was dressed he opened wide his arms and displayed himself, smiling to his master, who was gratified to see how dignified, how spiritually beautiful he was in that habit. "You did not understand?" said Benedetto. "You were not reminded of something?" No, Don Clemente had thought that Benedetto's intense emotion had been caused by his humility. Now he understood that he should have recalled something; but what? "Ah!"
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