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the Top of her Bent,--she takes French Leave of him, departs to her own Kindred, and makes Affection for her Childhood's Home the Pretext for defying the Laws of God and Man. Let her Father cherish her, pity her, bear with her, and shelter her from even the Knowledge of the Evils of the World without,--her Ingratitude will keep Pace with her Ignorance, and she will forsake him for the Sweetheart of a Week. You think Marriage the supreme Bliss: a good many don't find it so. Lively Passions soon burn out; and then come disappointed Expectancies, vain Repinings, fretful Complainings, wrathful Rejoinings. You fly from Collision with jarring Minds: what Security have you for more Forbearance among your new Connexions? Alas! you will carry your Temper with you--you will carry your bodily Infirmities with you;--your little Stock of Experience, Reason, and Patience will be exhausted before the Year is out, and at the End, perhaps, you will--die--" "As well die," cries _Anne_, bursting into Tears, "as live to hear such a Rebuke as this." And so, passionately wringing her Hands, runs out of the Room. "Follow after her, _Deb_," cries Father; "she is beside herself. Unhappy me! tried every Way! An _Oedipus_ with no _Antigone_!" And, rising from his Seat, he began to pace up and down, while I ran up to _Nan_. But scarce had I reached the Stair-head, when we both heard a heavy Fall in the Chamber below. We cried, "Sure, that is Father!" and ran down quicker than we had run up. He was just rising as we entered, his Foot having caught in a long Coil of Gold Lace, which _Anne_, in her disorderly Exit, had unwittingly dragged after her. I saw at a Glance he was annoyed rather than hurt; but _Nan_, without a Moment's Pause, darts into his Arms, in a Passion of Pity and Repentance, crying, "Oh, Father, Father, forgive me! oh, Father!" "Tis all of a Piece, _Nan_," he replies; "alternate hot and cold; every Thing for Passion, nothing for Reason. Now all for me; a Minute ago, I might go to the Wall for _John Herring_." "No, never, Father!" cries _Anne_; "never, dear Father--" "Dark are the Ways of God," continues he, unheeding her; "not only annulling his first best Gift of Light to me, and leaving me a Prey to daily Contempt, Abuse, and Wrong, but mangling my tenderest, most apprehensive Feelings--" _Anne_ again breaks in with, "Oh! Father, Father!" "Dark, dark, for ever dark!" he went on; "but just are the Ways
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