troy it. The answer to your
arguments is to be seen on every side, atheism, hypocrisy, vice, misery,
insane and cruel grasping after wealth. There is only one remedy I can
see," he added, inflexibly, yet with a touch of sadness, "believe."
"What if we can't believe?" she asked.
"You can." He spoke with unshaken conviction.
"You can if you make the effort, and I am sure you will. My experience
is that in the early stages of spiritual development we are impervious
to certain truths. Will you permit me to recommend to you certain books
dealing with these questions in a modern way?"
"I will read them gladly," she said, and rose.
"And then, perhaps, we may have another talk," he added, looking down at
her. "Give my regards to your husband."
Yet, as he stood in the window looking after her retreating figure,
there gradually grew upon him a vague and uncomfortable feeling that
he had not been satisfactory, and this was curiously coupled with the
realization that the visit had added a considerable increment to his
already pronounced liking for Eleanor Goodrich. She was, paradoxically,
his kind of a person--such was the form the puzzle took. And so ably had
she presented her difficulties that, at one point of the discussion,
it had ironically occurred to him to refer her to Gordon Atterbury. Mr.
Atterbury's faith was like an egg, and he took precious care not to have
it broken or chipped.
Hodder found himself smiling. It was perhaps inevitable that he began at
once to contrast Mrs. Goodrich with other feminine parishioners who
had sought him out, and who had surrendered unconditionally. They had
evinced an equally disturbing tendency,--a willingness to be overborne.
For had he not, indeed, overborne them? He could not help suspecting
these other ladies of a craving for the luxury of the confessional. One
thing was certain,--he had much less respect for them than for Eleanor
Goodrich....
That afternoon he sent her the list of books. But the weeks passed,
and she did not come back. Once, when he met her at a dinner of Mrs.
Preston's, both avoided the subject of her visit, both were conscious
of a constraint. She did not know how often, unseen by her, his eyes had
sought her out from the chancel. For she continued to come to church as
frequently as before, and often brought her husband.
II
One bright and boisterous afternoon in March, Hodder alighted from an
electric car amid a swirl of dust and stood gazi
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