FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   464   465   466   467   468   469   470   471   472   473   474   475   476   477   478   479  
480   481   482   483   484   485   486   487   488   489   490   491   492   493   494   495   496   497   498   499   500   501   502   503   504   >>   >|  
stering sin and misery around, when I saw the evil nourished at my own door by my neglect, and perceived that those dependent on me were doomed to degradation and oppression that I might gratify my craving for art,--then, indeed, I was appalled! Those paintings and statues seemed to cry out to me that human souls had been sacrificed to them! The toil and devotion of a life would be too little to atone! Oh! that it were more able and effective. Means and judgment go but a little way!' 'Your heart and happiness are in the work,' said Theodora, seeing how he was carried away by his feelings. 'Yes. There is a sense like the labourer's at his daily task, and though there is the mountain of things undone, there is the hope that all are not wilfully neglected. It is for this that I longed to thank you. When I was in danger, I knew what it would have been to wait for death before I thought of--of the way of peace. I blessed you in my heart then--I thank you now.' 'Thank Him who has brought good out of evil, was all Theodora could say. He bowed his head gravely, and continued: 'Now, thank you again for having listened. It has been a great satisfaction to me to acknowledge my obligations. Do not suppose I came to London intending to distress you with my pertinacity, or with any idea of having earned your favour. I was obliged to come; and when once near you, I could not bear to separate without, at least, entreating to know whether the former obstacle exists.' 'It does,' said Theodora, looking down; 'I believe it always will. I lament more than I can express, my conduct towards you; and what you have told me grieves me more in one way, though in another it is most consoling. You have the true secret of peace, and I know all must be well with you. If you had done otherwise, it would have been far worse for me. Tell Lucy I have not forgotten her. I am sure she has the true light-hearted sort of happiness.' 'She has, indeed,' said Lord St. Erme; and he entered into a description of his sister's doings; her perfect content with their seclusion, and her influence over the dependants. So eager did he grow in his favourite subject, the welfare of his people, that he seemed to have forgotten what had brought him to Cadogan-place, and Theodora was convinced that though the being brought into contact with her had for the time renewed the former attachment, it was in reality by no means the prominent thought of his life. His du
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   464   465   466   467   468   469   470   471   472   473   474   475   476   477   478   479  
480   481   482   483   484   485   486   487   488   489   490   491   492   493   494   495   496   497   498   499   500   501   502   503   504   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Theodora

 

brought

 
thought
 

happiness

 

forgotten

 
reality
 

attachment

 

express

 
lament
 

conduct


renewed

 

contact

 

grieves

 

earned

 
entreating
 

separate

 

obliged

 

prominent

 

favour

 

convinced


exists

 

obstacle

 

hearted

 

dependants

 

description

 

content

 

perfect

 

doings

 

seclusion

 
influence

entered

 

people

 

secret

 
consoling
 
sister
 
Cadogan
 

welfare

 

favourite

 
subject
 

devotion


sacrificed

 
effective
 
carried
 
judgment
 

statues

 

paintings

 
neglect
 

perceived

 

nourished

 

stering