ll be something
memorable.'
Violet blushed excessively, and made some inarticulate disavowals. She
felt it presumption to let her name be coupled with Miss Martindale's,
and there was a sense of something dangerous and wrong in expecting
admiration.
Miss Gardner only smiled encouragingly at her youthfulness. 'I will not
distress you, though I look forward to what I shall hear. I shall feel
that I have a right to be proud of you, from priority of acquaintance.'
'You are very kind; but, please, don't talk so. It is bad, I know, for
me.'
'You are very right, I quite agree with you. No doubt it is the wisest
way; but so very few feel as you do. I wish more were like you, or,
indeed, like Theodora, who is positively displeased with me for speaking
of her making a sensation.'
'Oh! of course she does not care,' said Violet. 'So very good as she
is.'
'Appallingly so, some people say,' returned Jane, with a peculiar look;
'but, I know her well, though she was more my sister's friend than
mine.'
'Then you have known her a long time?'
'All her life. We used to meet every day in London, when she and my
sister were two madcaps together, playing endless wild pranks. We used
to tell her she ruled the governesses, and no one could control her--nor
can--'
'But she is very good,' repeated Violet, puzzled.
'Ah! she took a serious turn at about fourteen, and carried it out
in her own peculiar way. She has worked out a great deal for herself,
without much guidance. She has a standard of her own, and she will not
acknowledge a duty if she does not intend to practise it.'
'I don't understand,' said Violet. 'I thought if one saw a duty one must
try to practise it.'
'I wish all the world went upon your principles' said Miss Gardner,
with a sigh. 'I am afraid you will find many not half so consistent with
their own views as yourself, or Theodora.'
'Oh! of course one must fail,' said Violet. 'One cannot do half one
means, but Theodora seems so strong and resolute.'
'Ay, no one has been able to cope with her, not even Mrs. Nesbit; who,
as a kindred spirit, might have had a chance!'
'Mrs. Nesbit has had a great deal to do with her education?'
'I dare say you have found out the real head of the family. I see you
are very acute, as well as very guarded.'
'Oh dear! I hope I have said nothing I ought not,' cried Violet, in a
fright.
'No, indeed, far from it. I was admiring your caution.'
Violet thought she
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