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ssboard with the pink glow of the droplight upon her face, and looked up at me, saying as plainly as words, "Stay." From the ordinary woman this would not have affected my intentions; it would have been nothing. From her it was a piece of daring. From her it seemed a sacrifice of dignity for my sake. I met her glance, and then turned politely toward the Judge, who stood in the wide door, his tall hat resting under his arm and his searching eyes looking out from under the bushy brows. "Thank you for the suggestion," I said. "I will be out late," he answered, his deep rumbling voice directed at me. "Good-night." "Good-night, sir," I said cheerfully. Then for the first time I was alone with Julianna, and she was directing at me, as I stood before her, one of those perplexed little smiles--those rare perplexed smiles which indicate, perhaps, that for the first time in a woman's life she does not understand her inner self, and yet is sure that some joyful thing hangs where she can reach it if she will. It is the last smile drawn from childhood. "Shall we play?" she said. "No," said I. "I am glad." "Then you do not like the game?" "Yes, when I play it with father, because it interests him. And he prefers to play with me because he says that I am youth." "His youth, too," I suggested. She nodded seriously. "Yes, I think so," she said. "We see so many old people, and balls attract me very little. Our companionship is very close even for father and daughter. I surprise myself by talking so to you, but that is it--and we have established a little kingdom of our own--a walled kingdom which no one else can enter or destroy." Upon hearing these words, pronounced with that soft ring of determination which gave her the one touch of imperiousness she possessed, my heart fell. It was as if she had warned me that she had dedicated herself to him. And then suddenly the fact that she had so spoken to me, who had known her so short a time and said nothing but commonplaces to her, seemed to take on new significance. I thought it plain that she was erecting a defense against her own self and was admitting, by her denial, that her fortresses were for the first time in danger. She had had her choice in conversation and she had chosen to speak not of general matters, but of herself. She had done so with charming awkwardness, and I felt as if the world of all my happiness were resting on the bare chessboard betwee
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