FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   4877   4878   4879   4880   4881   4882   4883   4884   4885   4886   4887   4888   4889   4890   4891   4892   4893   4894   4895   4896   4897   4898   4899   4900   4901  
4902   4903   4904   4905   4906   4907   4908   4909   4910   4911   4912   4913   4914   4915   4916   4917   4918   4919   4920   4921   4922   4923   4924   4925   4926   >>   >|  
r of little boys would not have borne comparison with the Emperor's son, yet they were both good, well-formed children, and clung to her with filial affection. Why could she not even now, when Heaven itself forced her to be content, free herself from the fatal imperial "More, farther," which, both for the monarch and for her, had lost its power to command and to promise? When, on the evening after Wolf's visit, she bent over the children sleeping in their little bed, she felt as a nurse may who comes from a patient who has succumbed to a contagious disease and now fears communicating it to her new charge. Suppose that the gracious intercessor should punish her broken vow by raising her hand against the children sleeping there? This dread seized the guilty mother with irresistible power, and she wondered that the cheeks of the little sleepers were not already glowing with fever. She threw herself penitently on her knees before the priedieu, and the first atonement to be made for the broken vow was apparent. She must allow Wolf to restore peace to Dona Magdalena's troubled mind. This was not easy, for she had cherished her resentment against this woman's husband, through whom she had experienced bitter suffering, for many years. His much-lauded wife herself was a stranger to her, yet she could not think of her except with secret dislike; it seemed as if a woman who bore the separation from the man she loved so patiently, and yet won all hearts, must go through life--unless she was a hypocrite--with cold fish blood. Besides---- What right had this lady to the boy to whom Barbara gave birth, whose love would now be hers had it not been wrested from her? What was denied to her would be lavished upon this favoured woman, and when she bestowed gifts upon the glorious child for whom every pulse of her being longed, and repaid his love with love, it was regarded as a fresh proof of her noble kindness of heart. To withhold from this woman something which would give her fresh happiness and relieve her of sorrow might have afforded her a certain satisfaction. To bless those who curse and despitefully use us was certainly the hardest command; but on the priedieu she vowed to the Virgin to fulfil it, and in a calmer mood than before she bent over the boys to kiss them. The next day glided by in painful anxiety, for Wolf did not return. The following morning and afternoon also passed without bringing him. Not until the rays
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   4877   4878   4879   4880   4881   4882   4883   4884   4885   4886   4887   4888   4889   4890   4891   4892   4893   4894   4895   4896   4897   4898   4899   4900   4901  
4902   4903   4904   4905   4906   4907   4908   4909   4910   4911   4912   4913   4914   4915   4916   4917   4918   4919   4920   4921   4922   4923   4924   4925   4926   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
children
 

command

 

broken

 

priedieu

 

sleeping

 

patiently

 

hearts

 

favoured

 
bestowed
 

longed


lavished
 

glorious

 

Besides

 

Barbara

 

separation

 

repaid

 

wrested

 
hypocrite
 

denied

 
satisfaction

glided

 

painful

 
anxiety
 

fulfil

 
calmer
 

return

 

bringing

 

passed

 
morning
 
afternoon

Virgin
 
happiness
 

relieve

 
sorrow
 

withhold

 

regarded

 

kindness

 

afforded

 
hardest
 
despitefully

restore

 

evening

 
promise
 

communicating

 

charge

 

Suppose

 

disease

 

patient

 
succumbed
 

contagious