onquerable
desire to stretch out his aching limbs and to lay down his head in the
last long sleep which would bring eternal rest.

But now the ground had begun to rise, the Aventine stretched out its
slopes into the arms of darkness and its summit was lost in the gloom
above. The weary ascent had begun.

Then it was that through the torpor of the man's brain a vision had
suddenly found its way, searching those memory cells of the mind that
contained the sacred picture of long ago. A mountain rugged and steep, a
surging crowd, a Man, weary and with body tormented by ceaseless pain,
toiling upwards with a heavy burden.

His naked feet made no noise upon the earth, the burden which He bore
was a heavy Cross.

Above on the summit death awaited Him, ignominy and shame, but He walked
up in silence and in patience, so that men in long after years, who had
burdens of sorrow or of misery, should know how to bear them till they
too reached the summit of their Golgotha, there to find ... not death,
not humiliation or pain, but eternal life and the serenity of exquisite
peace.

The Caesar hung like a dead weight on Antinor's left arm, and the right
one, lacerated by the panther's claws, burned and ached well-nigh
intolerably. But the glorious memory of long ago now preceded him, the
Divine Martyr walking on ahead with sacred shoulders bent to the
sacrifice, and he seemed to hear again the swishing of the tunic,
stained with blood and the mud of the road; he seemed to hear the shouts
of the jeering crowd, the rough words of the soldiery, the sobs of
faithful disciples and women.

And he too plodded on with his burden. The crowd, now far away, seemed
to mock him for the uselessness of his sacrifice; Dea Flavia's sobs of
sorely wounded love called to him to turn back.

But memory now would be held back no longer. The picture which it
conjured up became more distinct and more real, and its gold-lined
wings, as they fluttered around his head, made a murmur gentle and
intangible as the flitting of the clouds across the skies of Italia.

The murmur was soft and low, and it reached the aching senses of the
weary pilgrim like the cooling breath of multitudes of angels in the
parched wilderness of his sorrow:

"If any man will come after me, let him deny himself and take up his
cross and follow me. For whosoever will save his life shall lose it, and
whosoever will lose his life for my sake shall find it."

"For Thy sake, oh Jesu