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a gentleman that it pains me even to think of the jail-bird aspect which came upon him at times. His walk up and down my room became something very like a prowl, and he fell to casting furtive glances at me, biting his finger ends, and murmuring inarticulately below his breath. "You have some reason for this," he said, suddenly. "You do not refuse to help me in such a matter for nothing." "I have the best of all reasons," I answered. "I cannot advise, because I have no right to advise." "I give you the right by asking for advice," he said, turning round upon me. "Is it kind to refuse me in this? I am a stranger to the world--a child, and less than a child. I owe to this man and to you everything I am and all I have. But--may I tell you?--I mistrust him. I do not care to leave my daughter's happiness in his charge." I made a successful struggle to control myself, and I answered him quietly: "You must know, sir, that in England young people arrange these matters very much for themselves. I have no doubt that Miss Rossano will attach full weight to your judgment and counsel. I am very sorry, but I have no right to advise you even at your own request." "I had hoped for another answer," he responded. "I had even ventured to think--Ah, well, my dear Fyffe, I cannot help myself, and if you will not help me--" "I would, sir, if I could," I answered. And at this he sat down, gnawing at his finger-nails, and more broken and furtive in manner than I had seen him since the first week of his escape from prison. "I owe Brunow a great deal," he said at length, as if he addressed himself rather than me; "but what I owe to one I owe to the other, and I had hoped things would have gone differently. It was natural, perhaps--I suppose it was natural--that she should think of one of you." It was impossible to escape his meaning, and I saw clearly that if I had spoken first I should have found an ally in him. I do not remember ever to have felt so miserable and so hopeless; but I sat down and filled my pipe and smoked in silence, thinking that perhaps I had thrown a chance away, and that perhaps I had never had one. While I sat thus, looking out of the window and watching with a curiously awakened interest the traffic in the street below, I felt the count's hand on my shoulder. "Tell me, my dear Fyffe," he said, shaking me gently, "am I utterly mistaken? I had thought--I had hoped--" "What had you thought, sir?
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