one person, that physician who is my faithful
friend.
V. PRAYER.
O eternal and most gracious God, who calledst down fire from heaven upon
the sinful cities but once, and openedst the earth to swallow the
murmurers but once, and threwest down the tower of Siloam upon sinners
but once; but for thy works of mercy repeatedst them often, and still
workest by thine own patterns, as thou broughtest man into this world,
by giving him a helper fit for him here; so, whether it be thy will to
continue me long thus, or to dismiss me by death, be pleased to afford
me the helps fit for both conditions, either for my weak stay here, or
my final transmigration from hence. And if thou mayst receive glory by
that way (and by all ways thou mayst receive glory), glorify thyself in
preserving this body from such infections as might withhold those who
would come, or endanger them who do come; and preserve this soul in the
faculties thereof from all such distempers as might shake the assurance
which myself and others have had, that because thou hast loved me thou
wouldst love me to my end, and at my end. Open none of my doors, not of
my heart, not of mine ears, not of my house, to any supplanter that
would enter to undermine me in my religion to thee, in the time of my
weakness, or to defame me, and magnify himself with false rumours of
such a victory and surprisal of me, after I am dead. Be my salvation,
and plead my salvation; work it and declare it; and as thy triumphant
shall be, so let the militant church be assured that thou wast my God,
and I thy servant, to and in my consummation. Bless thou the learning
and the labours of this man whom thou sendest to assist me; and since
thou takest me by the hand, and puttest me into his hands (for I come to
him in thy name, who in thy name comes to me), since I clog not my hopes
in him, no, nor my prayers to thee, with any limited conditions, but
inwrap all in those two petitions, _Thy kingdom come, thy will be done_,
prosper him, and relieve me, in thy way, in thy time, and in thy
measure. Amen.
FOOTNOTES:
[53] John, xi. 23.
[54] Num. xxiii. 9.
[55] Deut. xxxiii. 28.
[56] Eccles. iv. 10.
[57] Wisd. i. 15.
[58] Matt. xiv. 23.
[59] Matt. xxvi. 13.
[60] John, viii. 16.
[61] Psalm xxxviii. 11.
[62] Isaiah, lxiii. 3.
[63] 1 Kings, xiv. 14.
[64] Luke, x. 40.
[65] Lam. i. 1.
[66] Lev. xiii. 46.
[67] Exod. xiv. 2.
[68] Gen. xxxii. 24. 25.
[69] Ecclus
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