in judging the world then, and because then, that judgment shall
declare to me, and possess me of my seventh day, my everlasting Sabbath
in thy rest, thy glory, thy joy, thy sight, thyself; and where I shall
live as long without reckoning any more days after, as thy Son and thy
Holy Spirit lived with thee, before you three made any days in the
creation.
XIV. PRAYER.
O eternal and most gracious God, who, though thou didst permit darkness
to be before light in the creation, yet in the making of light didst so
multiply that light, as that it enlightened not the day only, but the
night too; though thou have suffered some dimness, some clouds of
sadness and disconsolateness to shed themselves upon my soul, I humbly
bless and thankfully glorify thy holy name, that thou hast afforded me
the light of thy Spirit, against which the prince of darkness cannot
prevail, nor hinder his illumination of our darkest nights, of our
saddest thoughts. Even the visitation of thy most blessed Spirit upon
the blessed Virgin, is called an overshadowing. There was the presence
of the Holy Ghost, the fountain of all light, and yet an overshadowing;
nay, except there were some light, there could be no shadow. Let thy
merciful providence so govern all in this sickness, that I never fall
into utter darkness, ignorance of thee, or inconsideration of myself;
and let those shadows which do fall upon me, faintnesses of spirit, and
condemnations of myself, be overcome by the power of thine irresistible
light, the God of consolation; that when those shadows have done their
office upon me, to let me see, that of myself I should fall into
irrecoverable darkness, thy Spirit may do his office upon those shadows,
and disperse them, and establish me in so bright a day here, as may be a
critical day to me, a day wherein and whereby I may give thy judgment
upon myself, and that the words of thy Son, spoken to his apostles, may
reflect upon me, _Behold I am with you always, even to the end of the
world_.[213]
FOOTNOTES:
[194] Dan. vii. 22.
[195] Matt. xx. 6.
[196] Matt. vi. 34.
[197] Gal. iv. 10.
[198] Col. ii. 16.
[199] 2 Cor. vi. 2.
[200] Rev. vi. 17.
[201] Eph. vi. 11.
[202] 3 John, 2.
[203] Heb. i. 2.
[204] 1 Thes. v. 8.
[205] Matt. xxiii. 30.
[206] Matt. xxii. 15.
[207] Matt. xxii. 23.
[208] Matt. xxii. 36.
[209] Matt. xxii. 46.
[210] Gen. xxxii. 26.
[211] 2 Pet. iii. 8.
[212] Ecclus. xli. 1.
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